I don't know I think I'm just done..? sorry

[MKendall13]

I'm 16 and a junior in hs. Been dealing with depression for about 2 years. I started cutting beginning of the year and hospitalized over the summer after a suicide attempt. After I came out I felt a lot better, but now things are spiraling down. I have a really big fear of disappointing people especially my parents. I just feel really alone, even though I'm surrounded by my friends constantly. When My mom just says I use being depressed as an excuse to be lazy and do nothing and she calls me crazy or I'm faking it. I don't really see the point in living anymore because what am I working towards, the only thing I'm interested in is being a writer and I'll probably end of failing at that anyway so what am I working towards I'm just going to die anyway why not now? I feel like everything is pointless and nobody actually care about me. I bought about 5 boxes of 12 nyquil liquid caps, which is 60 pills which is well over the lethal dosage. I think I'll just lock myself in my room and swallow them all.

[Fast21]

Hey, I'm a depressed Junior too! Just think, 2 more years and you can leave the position you are now. Don't commit suicide, it's just your impulses speaking. You want to be a writer! That's great! You'll won't fail at that because I know you'll give it everything you got. Please don't commit suicide!