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Done Fighting - January 1st 2012, 12:02 AM

Fuck my entire life. It's officially ruined. I'm not meant to have a fucking life. It could not get any more fucked up no matter what. EVERYTHING is fucking RUINED. Fuck it all fuck it ALL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I can't take this fucking shit anymore! I'm done suffering, I'm done. I just can't do this anymore.

I'm sick of everything and now my dream is destroyed forever, and it is all out of my control. Thank you screwed up systems and greedy pigs who steal your money and leave you face down in the fucking mud. HA I love how fucked up the system is. Just when I thought it couldn't be anymore screwed they come and prove to me that they can do anything to you and leave you helpless.

There is NO ONE around. No family, friends. I'm sick of sitting at home every day by myself with no where to go, nothing to do, no one to talk to, and now nothing to even look forward to. I'm sorry to all my counselors who tell me how strong I am and how they are so proud and yet surprised that I can keep going through all this shit. Sorry to disappoint you guys, but I disappoint eveyone anyway including myself. Now everything is ruined. So fuck it all. I don't care what comes after death. ANYTHING is better than THIS!!!!


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Re: Done Fighting - January 1st 2012, 01:40 AM

Hey there;

Dying isn't the answer. Sure, you might feel alone. But you never are alone, okay? People always care. If people didn't care, the world would be a COMPLETE mess and there'd be bombs going off every two seconds and people wouldn't be able to function. People DO love each other. And they love you. You have a counselor? Do you really open up to them about EVERYTHING? Make sure you are, so that they can best help you.

Also; your dreams can never be crushed until you let go of them. There's always a way for you to do what you want; maybe not as soon as you hope, but things always have hope.

Stay strong, love <3


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