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Depression is getting bad (more of a rant) - January 5th 2012, 05:48 AM

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I been gone for awhile for several reasons my depression is out of my hands my little brother won't look at me because he is mad I knew my mom I knew my twin sister I knew them he didn't and deep down I blame myself to I tried protecting him all these years and stupid me thought I could and I become so jealous of his life he was adopted into a great American family him and a sister three dogs a nice house a mom and dad but I got was a struggle my whole life I got was hell from my dad and step mom I got hits I got insults I got illness I got confusion with my sexuality he got the perfect life I just rambling now but the depression is affecting me so bad i can't handle it anymore people keep saying I'm so stron but I'm not I'm breaking slowly and everyone at school is seeing me as a slut because this guy had me sleep with him and tells the whole school yeah you don't kiss and tell -__- I don't even know how I'm still here I cry to sleep every night I want god to take it all away forget everything so I can breathe for once just shut everything out and breathe but I can't I just can't




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Re: Depression is getting bad (more of a rant) - January 5th 2012, 06:05 AM

I don't have many words for you, but I am told this, so I am going to tell you. Everything will be ok. To get to that ok point we may have to go through hell, but it will be ok. Don't ask me when, I don't know. But it will be ok. Your brother, let him be angry, but you are his sister, and he can't stay mad at you forever, let him cope in his own way, and he will come around. One day he will understand why you made the choice you did to not tell him. It will be ok Coco.


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