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Unhappy Can't do this anymore - January 10th 2012, 04:03 AM

I'm really ready to give up. I've managed to trick everyone that i've gotten a bit better. Im no where near that. The thoughts of killing myself are getting louder.I have these new voices that race through my head. I can't think when they do. My smile is always fake. Im pushing everyone away.
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Re: Can't do this anymore - January 10th 2012, 01:55 PM

Hey Dionna,

Sorry to hear that you're having a rough time right now. Things can and will get better. I too struggle with depression and the thoughts, etc. Feel free to talk to me anytime you want. Stay strong. <3
   
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Re: Can't do this anymore - January 11th 2012, 01:38 AM

Thanks. Sorry you deal with these things too.
And i won't get better. Thanks for saying that though.





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Re: Can't do this anymore - January 11th 2012, 05:24 AM

Yes it will get better, and I'm sorry I was late replying to you earlier. I hope you're ok. <3
   
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Re: Can't do this anymore - January 11th 2012, 05:33 AM

I think you gotta tell someone dude..If you have come to a point where you feel like you cant go on anymore and that you don't know what else to do, thats when you need to ask for help. Thats a sign that you can't do this on your own. I don't know what you are going through, but I know what its like to go through rough patches in your life where you feel like you are done and that nothing will ever get better. I have felt like hurting myself before too. I think at one point in their lives, everyone does. Its just a matter of never doing it, even when you have the urge. You HAVE to stop yourself. You don't deserve to be hurt and you in no way deserve to die. Killing yourself does not help things. It makes things worse. Your family and friends will never be the same. No, people don't move on from stuff like that. It never gets easier. Don't do that to the people in your life. You are stronger than that, I KNOW you can make it through. If you are having a hard time, don't hide it from friends and family. TELL someone. Tell someone you trust, someone who CAN help you. Don't make people think you are better if you aren't, that doesn't help ether cause you know its not true. Please dude, its time to ask for help.


   
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Re: Can't do this anymore - January 12th 2012, 04:00 AM

I go to counselling already. I can't tell an adult. I know i should but i can't. I have to tell people im fine..





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Re: Can't do this anymore - January 14th 2012, 04:14 AM

I don't have any reasons to live anymore. I can't do this. No one would even notice im gone..





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Re: Can't do this anymore - January 14th 2012, 05:10 AM

There's no one in the world that's like you. You're very special for that exact reason even if you don't think you are. You have great potential in this life just like everyone around you. But you have to stay strong because one day you're going to look back and say "I'm so happy I made it." I know the future seems cloudy for you now, but there is a plan out there for you. you have to keep reminding yourself that.

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Re: Can't do this anymore - January 14th 2012, 06:19 AM



Sorry to know that you're having a hard time. I suggest that you should have a long, detailed talk with some near and dear one(s). Take care and stay strong. xx
   
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Re: Can't do this anymore - January 14th 2012, 03:40 PM

I don't have any one who i trust enough. I don't trust a lot of people. And i don't think i'll be happy that i made it. I probably won't even get better..





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Re: Can't do this anymore - January 15th 2012, 10:59 AM

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Re: Can't do this anymore - January 16th 2012, 06:24 AM

Dude, you NEED to tell an adult. There's no 'should' at this point, there's 'need'. If you don't trust friends or teachers or whatever, go to your parents. You don't know if you will get better until you ask for help and get enough help. I guess right now you aren't getting enough help and thats why you are doing bad still. Things need to change, thats all. It doesn't mean you wont get better. And hell yes people will notice you are gone. People care dude. There is not a single day in your life that nobody will care about you. Every moment of your life, there is always someone who cares weather you know it or not. That goes for everyone in the world.


   
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Re: Can't do this anymore - January 16th 2012, 01:44 PM

Thanks. But i don't trust my parents enough to tell them either. I know i should but i can't. And if i tell them they'll find out ive been lying to my counsellor for months.. Its easier to kill myself.





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Re: Can't do this anymore - January 17th 2012, 03:33 AM

Dude, you came to this site for help right? So I gotta ask you this, how do you expect us to help you, for ANYONE to help you, if you won't help yourself? The ONLY way that you won't succeed in getting better is if you sit and do nothing. If you don't do a thing to change your situation, than yes you won't get better. Nobody can MAKE you better dude. Its not a magic trick that we can do. You can ask people for advice, sure. You can go to a therapist, of course. But the only person who can MAKE you entirely better, is yourself. So in order to get better, you need to allow yourself to. Your not doing that by confiding in nobody about whats going on with you. Thats the first step and when you do that, you are one step closer to getting better. It takes time, this is in no way an overnight ordeal. Some people take years to get better. But they do get better a little bit everyday.


   
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Re: Can't do this anymore - January 18th 2012, 02:39 AM

I know. I almost told my counsellor the truth today. But i couldnt im not that strong. My parents would get mad. My counsellor just makes me feel like i can't say anything or else she'll tell my parents right away, and get mad at me. I don't know who to talk to. But i can't keep this inside anymore. All my secrets are getting to be too big.





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Re: Can't do this anymore - January 19th 2012, 12:56 AM

You said your parents would get mad right? Okay, what if they get mad? Then what? They are mad. But they won't be forever. Whats more important, you staying alive or your parents being mad for a few days? Maybe not even a few days. Your parents care about you dude, they want you to get better and im sure they'd do anything to help you get better. I don't think your therapist will get mad because they are used to things like that. Their job is to help you, not get aggravated or mad at you.


   
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Re: Can't do this anymore - January 20th 2012, 04:04 AM

Ok, so my parents found out. My dad read an email of mine to a friend. He found out i wanted to kill myself. I don't know if its a good or bad thing that he found out.. I don't trust him anymore. I spent most of my night crying. He made me promise id never cut again. What do i do? Help!





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Re: Can't do this anymore - January 20th 2012, 04:14 AM

dude, no thats REALLY good. This is gonna help you dude, I know it will. i know you are scared, but there's nothing to be scared of. Your dad is gonna get you the help you need. You are gonna get better dude!


   
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Re: Can't do this anymore - January 21st 2012, 07:26 PM

I sure hope so. I don't think its gonna help me though. I hate my counsellor. There's a lot of things to be scared of.. But im gonna try.





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Re: Can't do this anymore - January 21st 2012, 10:07 PM

Its not good to hide it but i get your point, i dont tell anyone anywmore because it only makes people feel worse so it seems better if i suffer while everyone around me gets happier, idk it works for me.
   
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