Triggering (Suicide): whats the point?

[LillyD23]

What is the point? seriously, i'd love to know. People say, "you just have to try, dont give up" everyone says that... People who say that clearly don't know what its like to have depression.. I try so hard, everyday is like a fight to just stay alive, i actually TRY, unlike some other people who just give up with the first hard obstical that comes their way.. But everytime i try, (and when i say try, i mean everything, school, family, friends, social life, etc) everything comes crumbling ontop of me and i fail. I just, ugh. Im exhausted. thats just that. Im so exhausted. im sick and tired of trying to pick myself up, when all that ever happens, is i get kicked back down, and kicked, and kicked, and kicked, til i cant pick myself up again. And, no body can know really what im talking about because no one knows my life... I just dont have any strive left in me.. i feel done. And yeah, i've felt this way many many times... but its coming to the point where it feels like nothing, and no one will be able to save me. i dont know, i just don't know what to do with myself.

[Amberpamber]

Hey Leah,

I know exactly how you feel. I too have suffered from depression for years and have often had the same thoughts/feelings. There is always light at the end of the dark tunnel. Just take it day by day, moment by moment. You can keep this fight up. I'm here if you ever wanna talk. <3