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No more purpose. - January 12th 2012, 03:14 AM

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I don't know why I stay. It's not like anyone cares. I have probably many with my name on their enemy list. The list of people they want dead. My mom doesn't matter for me anymore. She wants another child to discard of the mistake. I mean, her prize has left to greater passages. The failure remains. She wants to forget she had a mistake. If it turns out she does have another child, without a doubt I'm running. Running and hiding. That's what she wants me to do anyways. But the more she goes on about it, the more unbearable it is. So it's me or the child if there is one. And she chose the impossible child. My turn to leave. Goodbye everyone.


THE POINT OF SINGULARITY IS NOTHING AS NOTHING BEGAN EVERYTHING
PULSING IN THE EXPAND CONSUME WITHOUT BARRIER OR BORDER
IT IS DARK BECAUSE IT IS THE DARKNESS IT IS OVER BECAUSE IT IS THE END
THERE IS NO SENTRY BECAUSE NONE DARE APPROACH
IT HAS NEVER BEEN AND IT IS ALL THAT EVER WAS
AT THE CENTER YOU DO NOT FIND THE ANSWER
YOU DO NOT FIND YOURSELF THERE IS NO CENTER AND THERE IS NO YOU THERE IS ONLY MADNESS
WE ARE ALL HERE NOW.
WE ARE ALL HERE.
WE ARE.

   
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Re: No more purpose. - January 12th 2012, 04:06 AM

Sweetie, You can stay alive. No one wants you to be dead. Just take your life 1 day at a time. Don't think about the future. Don't think about things in the past, they've already happened. Always live in the present. Maybe you could talk to a school counsellor? I know getting help is hard but it will help you. I hope you are ok. Pm me if you need anything. <3





From day one I talked about getting out
But not forgetting about
How all my worst fears are letting out
He said, "Why put a new address on the same old loneliness?"
When breathing just passes the time
Until we all just get old and die
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Re: No more purpose. - January 12th 2012, 04:17 AM

your mum loves you surely, nobody wants you dead especially your mum.
why dont you try moving away for a few days or a week or so .. to another family or friends house just for some space?

I suffered from depression for 2 year and i got rid of it, i stayed at my boyfriends for a few day away from everyone spent sometime wit him. What also can help is if you go to the doc's (GP) and talk to them about it they will reefer you to a like type of social worker where you can open up to somebody who will listen and they will help you round this problem. do it i did it worked for me now im fine.


Hope i helped want anything else feel free to pm me


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