what to do.....

[cyndii]

Ok so today I went to a hospital because of my suicidal tendancies and well they made me talk to someone about it but I'm not sure it worked. I'm still in the same situation I was in if not a worse situation. I'm seriously contemplating putting a knife to my throat and just fucking ending it all...
I don't know what to do anymore
This is all seriously killing me and I just want it to be over with....

[Amberpamber]

Hey Cynthia,

Sorry to hear that things didn't go to well when talking to them. Don't give up though you can and will get through this. Sometimes it just takes alot of work and talking to get things worked out. We're all here for you though, don't give up. <3

[xxprincessxx]

Hey Girly,

Don't give up! I realize that it may seem hopeless but it GETS BETTER! I promise, I know it's hard but you'll get through. If you feel like you're going to go through with it, go back to the hospital and tell them you are still having suicidal feelings, they'll listen! Maybe, staying there until you can get your feelings back in line will be helpful? Also, I'm sure they can help you with an outpatient process as well! You can do this, remember you have so much to live for even if it doesn't seem like it!

[Colors Leave Me Blind]

Hi Cynthia,

I'm sorry you are feeling so low right now. The people that you talked to should have done something more for you if you were still feeling suicidal. It may have helped for you to be in the hospital and learning some coping skills that work for you and what not. Can you maybe call crisis and talk to them? Maybe they will be more helpful than the people in the hospital. Also, if you want someone to talk to, you can PM me. I promise I won't bite. :P And I definitely won't judge you or anything.
Take care, sweets, and stay safe, please.

[cyndii]

Yeah I will definately try not to give up on life. And hopefuly there is someone out there that I can talk to about it. Thanks for the support, it means so much right now

[minniemouseprincess]

I'm sorry babe=( I would do what other posters suggested though, call a hotline and maybe ask mom and dad to get you a therapist you can see once a week or so. Just talking to someone once doesn't do much at all. I think if you see someone more frequently, you will make more progress. I'm sorry this is happening=( Just know it happens to a TON of people. Sometimes without reason. I've had suicidal thoughts too. Nothing has ever came of them, I think they are just bad thoughts I get from my OCD. But they are scary and I have been afraid that i'll act on them someday. I know deep down though that I prob won't. And the best way NOT to make these a reality is to talk to people. When you talk to people, you let your emotions out so they aren't all bottled up. I know you'll get better soon, it just takes time. If you ever want to talk, you can PM me=)