new and i don't know what to do

[kalinisfunnyy]

i am 15 and my name kalin i am in 9th garde and i really need someone to talk to becouse i been depressed lately and i am worried to tell my friends/family i rather talk to a girl about this my age or older i don't like talking to boys about it but please i really need help i thought of killing myself before and i cried my self to sleep so many times i just want it to end so please a girl help me?

[xxprincessxx]

Hey,

Do you know why you've been feeling so depressed? Trying to get to the root of the problem will be able to help you overcome this. But sometimes depression is just a chemical imbalance, so you really need to try and figure out what's going on.

I know that you said that you don't want to talk to your friends or family about this, but I really think that is your best option, especially telling your parents so that you can get acutal help! When you start going to a therapist, things might begin to change!

I know how much depression sucks, been there, done that! But whatever you do, don't give up or give in! Life is worth living! Just keep hanging on! If you ever want to talk, feel free to send me a private message!

[kalinisfunnyy]

i dont know why and i can't tell my mom or dad they work at night and we dont have a lot of money for that stuff

[minniemouseprincess]

I agree with Sammie, if you are doing real bad, you should tell someone. Don't tell all your friends, just your most trusted or closest friend. They may be able to get you some help. Don't worry though, someday you'll be okay again. It just takes time and a lot of effort.

[kalinisfunnyy]

it just that all my friends went to a one high school and i went to one no one went to who went to my middle school last year my uncle died in may my friend who i met this year went to holly hill is what i hear for trying to kill herself but there so much more going on i am worried to tell my friends becouse i might cry i frout of them

[minniemouseprincess]

My friends have seen me cry before, its no big deal. Sometimes its better to cry and let things out. They'll understand. I'm sure they'd want to help you out. If you're scared of crying, maybe tell them over email?

[Ariokage]

the best thing to do is tell your family, they wont be mad or anything they will want to help you. Also like julia said its best to tell only your closest friends theyll want to support you too.

[jenjen4538]

Well, if you're depressed I'd figure out why you are so upset and try to conquer it so it's not there anymore