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Exclamation contemplating suicide... again? - February 19th 2012, 05:22 AM

So here I am again, comtemplating suicide.

I had a very thoughtout, organised plan for my suicide and also for my funeral and was going to kill myself on New Years Eve but somehow convinced myself to tell my case manager about my plan.

That lead to me being hospitalised in a psychiatric ward for five and a half weeks. I have now been home for two weeks now and am already contemplating suicide again.

I am probably more than contemplating it though because really I have sort of planned it out again. Just not as much as last time, but either way. I still am absolutely capable of carrying it out.

I thought about telling someone again, but the thing is, I know they are going to stop me. Everyone surely must be over me saying that I am suicidal by now, and they probably don't even think that I am serious so this time I'm not going to bother with telling someone, I'm just going to go through with it this time, because I really don't know what else to do.


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Re: contemplating suicide... again? - February 19th 2012, 05:33 AM

Please don't go through with it! I know how hard life must be at the moment for you but life is worth living. Trust me, if you tell somebody (like your case worker) they will take you seriously. Sometimes these things just don't go away! Please, tell somebody and get help though! If you have to go to your local hospital yourself or call an emergency number! Just keep living! If you want to talk, feel free to send me a PM!


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Re: contemplating suicide... again? - February 19th 2012, 06:15 AM

Don't do something you'll regret. I know the whole "Suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem" bit is a little cliché, and frankly overused, but it makes sense. No one knows what life will be like years from now. You could be an extremely happy person, living a wonderful life, with a beautiful family and lovely friends. Don't you want the chance to at least see what the future holds for you? I'm sure you are very bright and something inside of you obviously felt the need to tell someone, even the people on TH, how you were feeling and the thoughts you were experiencing. You should tell someone. They will take you seriously, I'm sure of it. Remember, people love you. Whether you realize that or not.

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"When life gives you a hundred reasons to cry, show life that you have a thousand reasons to smile."
Maybe you should take another look at it.


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Re: contemplating suicide... again? - February 19th 2012, 09:30 PM

Both posters above me are right. Your life will not be the same in years to come. You won't feel the same. So why throw it away? What's making you think there's no way out of it but death? What people don't realise is death effects more lives than just one. It effects everyone's lives around you. They never forget it, especially such a tragic one. It also effects the people you were supposed to meet in the future. What happens if 10 years from now, you were supposed to stop someone else from committing suicide? What happens to them if you aren't there? You don't want to die Saria. You know how I know that? For the same reason everyone else has posted on this section. They still think deep down, they still hope that someone will be there to pull them out and convince them not do what they are thinking of doing. Just like you. Just posting shows that. So please, help yourself and tell someone. If you don't want to go back to the Psyc ward and if it didn't help you anyway, just tell them that. Ask to get therapy or something. Just do anything but hurt yourself in any way.


   
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