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Post i just don't know... sigh - February 21st 2012, 12:40 AM

life just sucks.. yknow?
its like.. you take a big step forward, and 3 big ones back
its like constantly being on this treadmill
working so hard just to stay where you are
never making any advanves, always in this constant spot
never completely satisfied either
you're working so hard to just not fall off
but...
sometimes you dont want to try so hard anymore
i mean, whats the point yknow?
why bother? you dont make any accomplishments, so why try?
its tiring too
so tiring...
i just got back with my ex a few days ago
and.. its not what i expected
we were so happy before... but he left
i went after him, because thats what i wanted
now.. im not so sure
he's changed, i must have too
i thought this was what i wanted, but maybe not
i also just let a different guy go... and everyone - even me - could see how much he liked me
but i dont like him that way.. just as a friend
its hurts yknow?
have someone think you believe they're worthless when they're not
they're amazing..

....thinking you're where you want to be
thinking you're at the top of the mountain
but im not, im at the bottom of the heap
alone, lonely, miserable
im not as happy as i thought i would be
i'm probably going to let him go too
but... if everyone leaves me, then who do i have left?
friends? not real ones
family? they're too expectant.. its impossible to satisfy them
i feel.. just trapped
if i just left... i wouldnt be trapped
id be free
   
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Re: i just don't know... sigh - February 22nd 2012, 08:41 AM

Hey there!

Thanks for sharing this with us! You seem such like such a strong person for fighting through all this. You should be proud of your self! Keep your head up!

Life was always meant to be a constant test for us, all of life's challenges always do put us at our limits but we need to fight through each one and shine through. It maybe be hard right now, but soon enough I promised things will get easier and weight will be lifted off your back. Hang in there! You can make it!


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Re: i just don't know... sigh - February 24th 2012, 12:55 AM

Wow you are a very strong person, Thank you for sharing this with us. Life is always meant to have challenges and test, but if you fight through them you will emerge even stronger then you are now, and make you the person you are now. I promise you things will get better and it will be like a huge weight is lifted off of you're shoulders, just hang in there and be strong you can do it!!!!!!!!!


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