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Back in the days... - March 7th 2012, 02:55 AM

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Well.. when I was 6 my dad left me to go live with this other girl.. He moved to new york and I live in Michigan. That was 8 years ago and I am still going through depression and suicidal thouhts. When I was 7 I started to cut myself. I wasn't eating anything I was getting smaller and smaller as the days went on. I thought he left because he didn't love me because I was a horrible kid. But I knew I wasn't. I saw no point in life so when I was 8 I put a kithen knife to my throat and tried but I couldn't. I couldn't kill myself. I called myself a coward. I wasn't a oward though. but it just got worse.. Just a couple of weeks ago I found out I have to put my dog down and a family friend has really bad cancer and is really sick and my grandma is dying. I am very depressed right now. And I had a huge fight with my friend a couple of hours ago. I don't know what to do.. I need help. I cut myself a couple of night ago. I am having suicidal thoughts again. I once again put a knife up to me and actually cut.. But I stopped myself before I could do any bad damage. I also have really bad anger issues.. I need some help.. If you are reading this I thank you.. Because atleast someone actually cares....
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Re: Back in the days... - March 7th 2012, 03:20 AM

i care....


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Re: Back in the days... - March 7th 2012, 05:29 AM

I'm sorry you are going through that Have you thought about telling anyone?
   
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Re: Back in the days... - March 7th 2012, 07:02 PM

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I'm sorry you are going through that Have you thought about telling anyone?
Thanks.. and no I don't have time too
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Re: Back in the days... - March 7th 2012, 07:03 PM

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Re: Back in the days... - March 8th 2012, 12:26 AM

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Thanks.. and no I don't have time too
You don't have time to make a do something that could ultimately save your life?
   
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Re: Back in the days... - March 8th 2012, 01:57 AM

No not really... I have no space in my life for anything..


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Re: Back in the days... - March 9th 2012, 05:36 AM

if you have time to cut/ go on the computer/and attempt suicide then you have time to get help please next time you attempt or want to cut seek professional help. please! i dont want you to disappear
   
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Re: Back in the days... - March 10th 2012, 01:56 AM

Thanks. I do need help though.. and thanks for not wanting me to dissapear


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Re: Back in the days... - March 15th 2012, 12:09 PM

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Nobody wants you to dissapear hun, i care about what your going through as very simmilar happened to me, if you want a chat or help PM me anytime hun, and Stay strong <3
   
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Re: Back in the days... - March 18th 2012, 03:45 PM

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