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Angry I just want to die. - March 14th 2012, 09:05 PM

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I'm being forced to live. Yesterday, I told my counselor I attempted suicide twice over the weekend and she told my mother and she told her that I've been cutting. My mom got seriously angry and now she took away my door, my meds, and my blade. Now all I want is to die. All my family sees me 24/7 and I'm anxious all of the time. Right now, I am praying to die. Please someone, Ill PAY you! to come kill me. PLEASE!. F-M-FUCKING-L.
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Re: I just want to die. - March 15th 2012, 08:59 AM

Hey ,
I'm sorry things haven't been well for you. Try telling your Mum that you need your space and promise her that you won't harm yourself (and please try to keep that promise). If she sees that you aren't harming yourself, then she would trust you and most probably, won't always be watching you.
Instead of self-harm, you can try using other alternatives.
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Hope everything sorts out. xx
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Re: I just want to die. - March 15th 2012, 10:09 AM

Hi there.

I'm really sorry that you're feeling really low right now. It sounds as though things are incredibly tough for you. It is however really great that you have posted on here and that you've been talking to your counselor about what's going on.

Ultimately, your mum has a parental responsabilty to protect you from harm and to keep you safe. I think her taking away your door is unfair but I can understand why she has taken away the things you had that you could hurt yourself with. You are her baby, her daughter, her child and she loves and cares about you and her knowing you're suicidal must be really hard for her and she just wants to keep you safe. However, you are at the age where you also need to take responsabilty for yourself as well as your mum doing so. So maybe you could talk to her and ask for your door back. But you'd have to make changes too. Maybe it's time for you to take a step back and stop fighting against everyone and start working with them. Let them in, let them help you because you're not alone in this and they can be there and support you but they can only do this if they know what's going on and how you're feeling.

I wish I could do more to help you but remeber you're not alone. You can do this and things can and will get better.

If you need anyone, you're more than welcome to shoot me a PM. Look after yourself.


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