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Countdown - March 18th 2012, 01:01 AM

I feel numb. I'm sat here sobbing, yet I feel numb and non existant.
*deleted because I'm a coward*

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Re: Countdown - March 18th 2012, 03:58 AM

Hey Zalexyiah, Idk exactly what you had posted prior to your edit but if you ever need some1 to talk to I'm only a keystroke away!
   
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Re: Countdown - March 18th 2012, 05:25 AM

Not wanting to show how you feel doesn't make you a coward, it makes your human. Let me tell you, it takes GUTS to open up to someone, especially someone that you don't well and aren't sure if you can trust. When we share private things with people, we sometimes feel very vulnerable. And that's normal. But I think in time you may find that sharing how you feel is very helpful. No pressure, but feel free to tell us what's on your mind, even if it's a little at a time. And you can always PM me if you want


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Re: Countdown - March 18th 2012, 10:58 AM

Thanks, guys. I know I'm being a complete idiot.
I contemplated killing myself last night, thats basically the gist of the deleted post. I had voices in my head, and I was just generally freaking out. I think its my medication to be honest. Either that or i've just completely lost the plot again, aha.
I damaged my wrist, but the walk in centre isnt open because its sunday. I'm so freaking confused, like, whoa. I've been fine. I've been off meds for 14 months and havent been to the docs for a year. I thought I was over this, then suddenly I've lost my job, my friends, my house (we're moving soon and I don't want to), I've got no money, no life. So I've gone back to living life with the curtains drawn.
I know I sound pathetic, but my job meant everything. Just before I got it I tried to end my life, but then working gave me a reason to live, a reason to wake up.
My depression is returning /: *sigh* sorry...
   
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