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Unhappy im thinking if it would be better if im gone - March 18th 2012, 02:45 AM

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im so F***ing sick of everything all the bullshit all the crap i feel like im going to do something dumb soon and the thought of it makes me feel like its the only way.
why am i even saying this why would you wanna care for me any ways im the worst person on this whole site even is this whole world i fell into a hole no one is around nothing is left , my life is a waste you know dont worry i know you know that.
im scared im alone i just really want some one to care and not for it to be fake just for once in my life can someone be there for me

this is what my head is telling me day in day out

To James

i hate you go die
everyone will like it that way
dont be scared its the only way
your alone and its the only way its going to stay
your worthless
your pathetic
you dont deserve friends
END IT
I HATE YOU GO DIE
remember no one cares
you loser .

FROM James's mind

im sorry if its triggering
but i just want to talk before i end up dead
   
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Re: im thinking if it would be better if im gone - March 18th 2012, 03:33 AM

You aren't the only one. I'm feeling the same way right now. I left this site and came back because I felt like this... but I understand. And if you want to talk I'm here.
   
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Re: im thinking if it would be better if im gone - March 18th 2012, 05:06 AM

i know im not the only one sorry i shouldn't of even posted this
   
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Re: im thinking if it would be better if im gone - March 19th 2012, 01:28 AM

I feel the same wayy... But I care, pm me if u need someone to talk to
   
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Re: im thinking if it would be better if im gone - March 19th 2012, 04:20 AM

You're not the only one that feels this way. Every day I struggle to keep myself together. It just seems like everything is my fault. It seems like I'm always having to change to please everyone around me. The boy that I love acts like I don't exist when he's with his friends, or his family. And when we argue, he throws everything in my face. Like I'm the one that messed up. Like I can't do anything right. He's a dick. I love him, but I have hate for him because of everything that we've been through. I just wish that there was someone who cared about me, and who was there for me every time I needed them. I want someone that I can just cuddle up with and talk too whenever I'm sad. And I feel like no matter where I turn, I'm not getting it. I hate crying too. It makes me feel worse about the situation that I'm in. But it seems to be something that I'm doing on a daily basis. :/ I wish I was normal. I wish I didn't have depression. I wish I was good enough.
   
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