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i am so close to just giving up. my life doesn't matter. no one will remember once i'm gone. i've been dealing with self harm for 5 years now along with severe depression and anorexia. i'm so stressed out and can't find a way to make it better. i want to cut so badly sometimes or just kill myself. i'm so close to ending everything. i have been repeatedly abused, neglected, i was almost raped, and i've been repeatedly molested. i can hardly stand to look in the mirror. i hate who i see. the person looking back at me is nothing to anyone. i'm easily replaced. i just want it all to stop. i hate who i am, how i look, and what i've become.

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Re: Help - March 21st 2012, 01:55 PM

You'll be okay, just keep plodding along. It's hard to do sometimes but if you've got this far and can go further. Forget about what you have become, look to the future and think about what you could be
   
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Re: Help - March 21st 2012, 07:22 PM

its just that i've been told my entire life that i am nothing and that i am ugly and i'll never go anywhere in life. i've heard this day after day for years.
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Re: Help - March 21st 2012, 10:58 PM

I know that will drag you down to the point where there is no going back. No point in going back even. But prove them wrong! Set yourself small goals and achieve them. I have found so much pleasure in proving people wrong, it's so worth it!
   
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Re: Help - March 21st 2012, 11:03 PM

the only goal i've managed to accomplish is 325 days of being cut free. i'm trying so hard to make it to a year but it's been getting so hard not to give in
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Re: Help - March 22nd 2012, 12:02 PM

WOW! Seriously, that is so good! well done! That's a huge thing to accomplish
   
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Re: Help - March 22nd 2012, 06:40 PM

I agree with Gemma, set small goals even keep a log or a journal and everytime you accomplish a goal reward yourself. Start building yourself up. I want you to look in the mirror and speak life into yourself. There is power in your tongue if you want to be lifted up, lift up yourself. Tell yourself I'm worthy, beautiful, talented, smart funny, fun to be around and watch your spirits be lifted. It's easy to put yourself down or to let people get to you, but stand firm and speak life giving words into your life and your body. I'm proud you have gone so long with hurting yourself please keep it up, things do get better. Please pm me I you want to talk or if you need an encouraging word
   
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Re: Help - March 22nd 2012, 09:38 PM

it's really hard but i try to take it one day at a time. my only goal is to make it to one year. that will be april 28
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Re: Help - March 23rd 2012, 03:45 AM

You can make it! That's a huge accomplishment, congratulations. You are very strong.
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thanks you guys, that means a lot to me
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