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i fucking hate titles - March 22nd 2012, 02:24 PM

sooo ive been self injuringfor years now. and im normally really careful and cautious. but last night i dont know if i cut too deep or the angle but it just wouldnt stop bleeding for a while, and now it bleeds on and off. this is rthe first time i was legit scared, and i sort of liked it. it took all my will power not to do it over asnd over. like ive tried to kill myself before but it never felt quite like this. i just dont even fucking know anymore


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Re: i fucking hate titles - March 22nd 2012, 02:36 PM

Hey,

I know it might not be the first thing on your list, but I think you really really need to consider telling someone if you're still bleeding on and off, especially since it's already bled longer than normal. You should also check out first aid information thread (http://www.teenhelp.org/forums/f12-s...d-information/

Also you should look at the alternatives thread(http://www.teenhelp.org/forums/f12-s...ves-self-harm/)

But I think it's really important you seek urgent medical attention, you don't want to end up losing a limb or it getting infected and causing some really nasty problems.

Stay strong and good luck <3



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Re: i fucking hate titles - March 22nd 2012, 04:44 PM

i honestly dont have anyone i could tell. :/. its just a shitty situation. haha this is going to sound so wrong but i wouldnt care if it gets infected, like idk it would just make life easier in a way. ya know. i just cant anymore. life sucks balls


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Re: i fucking hate titles - March 22nd 2012, 05:54 PM

Hey Casey

I went through some of your posts and you've been struggling for quite some time. I am sorry for that.

There are a lot of issues that you need to resolve. Self Harm is just a coping mechanism, a response to all these issues that you've been dealing with. I can understand that you've reached a point where you don't care anymore. And that pretty much shows how long you've been struggling. Its the point we reach when we don't get any response, any help. Have you been talking to a therapist/counselor/ teacher or anyone else about all this? It is important that you start talking about stuff, even if you don't feel like it. It will help you a lot. Here is a list of people that you can go to.

You're very young Casey. There is still so much that you have to do in life. You may not care about those things right now, but there was a time when you did care, right? Remember those things. Try to feel them again. Or if not, remember how you felt at that time. Hold on to that feeling.

Like Laura suggested, use alternatives. Every alternative may not work for you, but keep trying till you find the one that works. Self Harm is an addiction. You've been depending on it for a long time. It is time to heal now. Time to leave everything behind you and begin a new life. Step on to the road to recovery. Even if you don't want to. But honestly, you do want to recover. Signing up for this site and making this thread is proof of that. Don't hide this feeling. Let this feeling, the part of you that wants to get better, take over. Reach out. Take help. Recover.

Times are tough, but you can make it through these tough times. You have that strength inside of you. Believe in yourself.

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Re: i fucking hate titles - March 22nd 2012, 10:34 PM

thanks, i appreciate it. it just feels like im always stuck in the same rut dealing with the same shit :/


i do appreciate it


idk i see a counselor but i dont like him, and i go to him through my college so there isnt really much options with that kind of stuff


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Re: i fucking hate titles - March 22nd 2012, 11:27 PM

Does your college have more than one counselor? If it does, you could try talking to another one of them sense you do not like your current counselor.
It will take time to build the trust of a new person but once you get to that point they can help you tremendously.


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Re: i fucking hate titles - March 28th 2012, 10:45 PM

yeah, they do. but i dont know. im not making excuses im just blahh i guess. ive tried meeting with a different counselor but i diddnt like her. i guess i just have trust issues


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