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Honestly can't stay strong.. - March 30th 2012, 02:56 AM

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I just.. I wanted to say goodbye to you all. I can't do this anymore. I'm so, so sorry. I'm not strong enough. I'm not good enough. I'm falling apart from the inside out, and I don't know how to fix myself. Everyone has tried to help me. I'm just hating myself more and more and thinking about how I don't deserve to be alive. If I don't get on anymore.. It's most likely goodbye.
   
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Re: Honestly can't stay strong.. - March 30th 2012, 08:47 PM

No, you ARE strong enough
And your life is worth living and things will get better
If you're thinking about suicide, then talk to an adult and get help
Cuz no one should go through that alone
You DO deserve to be alive
You're an amazing, beautiful person
Don't kill yourself. Think of all the people you care about who'd be crushed if you were gone
PM me if you need someone to talk to
But PLEASE, don't kill yourself
It will get better


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-Les Miserables

"All these thoughts locked inside, now you're the the first to know"
-"It ends tonight" All-American Rejects

"You built up a world of magic, because you're real life is tragic"
-"Brick by Boring Brick" Paramore
   
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Re: Honestly can't stay strong.. - March 31st 2012, 12:58 AM

I missed the train... I'm not sure whether to be happy or sad. Ugh, I hate feeling so screwed up. My life is fine.. It's just me. I hate myself, and I can't stop. Every time I look in a mirror I find flaws, both inside and out. I hate being lesbian. I've always been taught it was an awful sin, and I've always loved God. Figuring out I was lesbian has just been Hell on Earth for me.. I don't know what to do. I can't fix it. I can't change.
   
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Re: Honestly can't stay strong.. - March 31st 2012, 01:11 AM

There is nothing wrong with being lesbian. There really isn't. You just have to learn to accept it. Its easier said than done if you don't want be that way. But its just the way you are.
You can get through this. Im sorry you are having suicidal thoughts. But people do want you here, people do care. I for one care and want you to be here. I know im just a person on a computer, and i've never talked to you but i care. You are strong, so strong.
Please don't kill yourself! You are worth so much. PM me if you need to talk but don't kill yourself.





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But not forgetting about
How all my worst fears are letting out
He said, "Why put a new address on the same old loneliness?"
When breathing just passes the time
Until we all just get old and die
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