Triggering (Grieving): My poor dog

[Broken one]

Well I had a phone call today saying that my dog was having a fit, didn't hear anyfrom then about 5 hours ago untill now.
He's currently aneathasised since he can't be awake cose he fits, all tests have come back negative and he's suffering from hyperthermia.
It looks like I'm going to loose my best friend ; ;

[Imagine]

Awh, I'm so sorry to hear about your dog.
Loosing a pet a hard thing to deal with.
stay strong and hang in there<3
sometimes its better if their not in so much pain.

[Broken one]

When I went to bed last night my mum told me that they were waking him up slowly from the anasthetic since he had stopped fitting. I went to bed feeling slightly hopefull.

My mum woke me up this morning to go to college and she said that she had a phonecall in the night saying he had developed setsisemia, bleeding into the lungs. She went up there to sign the forms for him to be put to sleep, since, that was the only thing possible to do. I think I'm having him privately cremated, I'm not sure yet, it depends how much I guess ; ;

So I've lost my best friend and feel crap

[InTheFlood]

Awww hun if you ever need to talk I'm here I can completely relate. I don't even know what I'd do if I lost one of my two. They just have this thing humans can't bring.
But yeah stay strong, and my pm box is always open

[Broken one]

Thanks Amelia, I just don't know what to do, I have 1 dog left but he's my mum's and I'm definatly not as close to him. Scamp helped me through some really really tough times and was there for me when no one else was

[InTheFlood]

Yeah I know how you feel of my 2 dogs I'm a lot closer to Holly because when I come home crying shes there trying to lick away the tears.
When you have that connection with a dog its sometimes harder than when you lose a human.

[Broken one]

Yea...definatly true, I lost my Grandad last year, I was upset for a few days but never felt no where near as bad as I do now.