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Angry 28 days. Down the toilet. -.- - June 29th 2012, 02:30 AM

Fuck fuck fuck fuck FUCKITY FUCK FUCK.... . Fuck.

As you can see, fuck is my new fave word. :/ Damn it!! DAMN ITTTT!
I was 28 days self-harm free. 28 fucking days of fighting, all bled out. It was only 5 times, 4 of them basically scratches, and 1 the deepest I've ever gone. I feel so....stupid, and yet omnipotent. I think imma go eat fatty food and feel bad for myself.

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Re: 28 days. Down the toilet. -.- - June 29th 2012, 02:54 AM

I am so sorry that you had to go through all of that. You are not a stupid person. We all go through these situations once and a one while. I went 140 days without cutting myself before I slipped up and I cut myself; that was 22 days ago and I haven't cut myself since then. It's been really hard, but I am determined to make it past 140 days.

Like I said, we all have our slip ups and we must learn from them and try not to do it again.

Please stay strong.

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Re: 28 days. Down the toilet. -.- - June 29th 2012, 04:49 PM

Hey there,

Like Cathy said, you're not stupid. It's just a relapse. All you can do is pick yourself back up, and try again. Most of us will experience relapses, I have. They suck, but you will get through this! Have you found any alternatives that work for you? I run personally because I get away from what's upsetting me and away from anything I can use to hurt myself. Here's a list of alternatives: http://www.teenhelp.org/forums/f12-s...ves-self-harm/ You should try to find a few that work for you!

You should tell someone about how you're feeling and what you're going through, I think it could really help you out. You could tell a parent, friend, counselor or a teacher! If you're nervous or scared you could always write a letter to make you more prepared!

You should also find out what triggers you. When you feel like hurting yourself, maybe write in a journal and find out how you're feeling and what might have caused you to feel this way. A journal can also work the other way around though, you could find things that make you happy like quotes, pictures, and times with your friends to look at when you're not feeling so great!

You're not alone, we're always here to support you in anyway that we can. Just stay strong! If you ever need anyone to talk to, you can always message me! I hope this helped, Take care!

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Re: 28 days. Down the toilet. -.- - June 29th 2012, 07:57 PM

I went 2 years without cutting or burning because of my boyfriend. Never once thought about it. I burned a couple weeks ago. 2 years I went, and now I can't stop thinking about doing it again.
I know what it feels like. I was so disappointed. But we all do it sometime. You're not stupid or anything like that. Shit happens.
Try to stay positive. You'll get over this obstacle soon enough. Stay strong. <3

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