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I have a razor in hand! - July 14th 2012, 09:51 AM

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Im not going to back down! I seriously have a razor next to me and I'm not scared of slicing my fucking writs open and letting myself bleed as I slowly die! No one gives a shit about me! My parents don't believe me! I ready to slice my writs open and no one cares about me! I'm stuck here in a body I hate!

No one is going to change my mind about this! I'm going to do SH and then when I'm asked why I have scars I'll tell them "Because you don't seem to believe me!"

I thought I could be proud of myself for going a whole day without depression and SH urges... I worked past by my urges by 2 mods on here but, I'm going and blowing all now because I'm sick of this life and I'm not scared of doing this SH!



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Re: I have a razor in hand! - July 14th 2012, 10:42 AM

I care. I don't know you, but i do happen to give a sh**. I guess i can't stop you, but i do care. I wish i could, so bad, but i'm probably thousands of miles away from you, and i can't control you. I can hardly control myself. But i just want you to know... I do care.
   
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Re: I have a razor in hand! - July 14th 2012, 01:11 PM

I know that I'm pretty late, but I would care. The closest thing I've ever had to a conversation with you is you agreeing with me, but I know that you are a great person, and that people do care about you. It doesn't matter is someone does not believe you, what it means is that they cannot handle it. It has nothing to do with your credibility, you do not have to prove them wrong in anyway.

If you ever need to talk, I'm always free to PM.


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That I'm OK, that I'm fine, that it's all just in my mind
But this has got the best of me, and I can't seem to sleep
It's not 'cause you're not with me, it's cause you never leave
   
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Re: I have a razor in hand! - July 14th 2012, 06:17 PM

Hi there.

I am sorry this is a little late and I do hope that you're okay.

I want to tell you that you don't need to hurt yourself to make people believe you. I am sorry that you feel this way and I can get why it must be annoying and frustrating for you when people don't believe what you're saying, but there are better ways to go around it. Who is it that doesn't believe you about what's going on? Have you tried talking to your doctor about whats going on? I feel positive in saying that they will take you seriously.

I think ultimately, you are right. We can't stop you from self harming. If you choose to hurt yourself, thats your choice, your action and your control. The only person who can stop you from causing harm to yourself is yourself. But I did want to tell you that many of us here to do care. We don't just come here for support, we come to give it too, because we want to help people and we care about them. I know that beating the urges is hard but you can do it if you work hard and set your mind to it so keep on fighting and don't be afraid to let people in. You can do this.

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Re: I have a razor in hand! - July 17th 2012, 04:23 AM

.....i care.... <3
   
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Re: I have a razor in hand! - July 17th 2012, 05:01 AM

I know Im a little late... And I know I dont know you... but I care!
And there seems to be alot of other people on here that care and have been in similar situations! Dont give up!
PM me if you'd like! Iv been there and Id be glad to listen if you need someone to talk to!


   
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Re: I have a razor in hand! - July 22nd 2012, 01:42 PM

Hey sweetie,
Let me tell you something- the fact that you posted this thread proves that there's a voice in your head that DOESN'T want you to harm yourself. Why else would you have posted this? Don't disappoint that part of you that wants you to stop self harming. Please don't. I recommend you talk to a professional or anyone in your life to help you stop. I know you said no one cares, but there is at least one person in your life who does- it may not seem like they do, but they do. I promise. <3 Please keep fighting! I recommend you check out the alternatives thread in this forum. Hang in there <3


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Re: I have a razor in hand! - July 22nd 2012, 01:53 PM

Just calm down and think about all the positive things on life thats what I think about when I want to kill or hurt myself. Think about the people you love and that loves you back. Think about the things that you want to do some day. Think about the places you want to see and the places you want to live. All will be well I promise. Just keep your head up and face the things that you fear with a smile
   
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Re: I have a razor in hand! - July 25th 2012, 05:11 AM

Hi Kate,
I know it's been a week or so since you posted this but I just wanted to let you know that there are people who care. I care, and as others have posted, they care too. We may not know you but we can still care about you, sometimes it helps me when someone tells me they care about me, even if I haven't met them in person. You don't have to harm yourself to prove to people that you are hurting. Going down that dark path, as I and many people on TH have done sends you spiraling out of control and turns into a painful addiction. Going a day without depression or self-harming is an exciting accomplishment, don't let anyone tell you different. If you want to people to see how much you are hurting get others involved. Talk to someone other than your parents, if you have older siblings get their help with talking to your parents. I really hope you can see that there are people who care, If you ever need to talk to someone, you can always PM me at any time. Stay strong!


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