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Exclamation Getting out of control... - August 25th 2012, 03:23 AM

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My girlfriend and I have had it rough for the past 6 weeks (she lives in USA, I'm in Australia), and I've been struggling to get through the whole ordeal. Despite a promise I made to her a year ago, I started cutting (a razor blade on both my upper arms). I stopped that for a few days when I realised that they were visible when I wore the costume for a show I'm going to be in next week, but as our situation got worse, I continued cutting (on my stomach). In the last week, it's been getting more and more tense, and I've been cutting multiple times a day..
Today, she broke up with me, and now I've completely lost it. I started using a knife on my wrist, cutting more profusely on my stomach, and I've had suicidal thoughts (I promised her I wouldn't kill myself, and I don't want to- but she knows I've given up, and I want to hospitalise myself or something of the sort)..
I'm forcing myself not to do anything major until my show is over, but I'm scared and this cutting is just getting out of control. She freaked out when she found out I'd given up, and I've never seen her act this way before. I'm crying, and hurting worse than I ever have before...

I know I'll probably be told alternatives to SHing, but it's just really, really hard right now...

Help?...

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Re: Getting out of control... - August 26th 2012, 11:33 AM

could you try and talk to a counseller or something? even an email counseller or something. im sorry, im really bad at giving advice. you can message me if you want. im always here to talk. even if you wanna talk about sandwiches. im cool with that.


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