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Hot Liquid Neon January 22nd 2009 11:02 PM

Slipped up :(
I slipped up for the second night in a row. This time was weird though because when I was looking at it bleeding, I was like mezmerized by my blood...and I had to make several more cuts. In four years, I have never reacted like that when cutting and im scared......help???

i_am_me_again January 23rd 2009 06:16 AM

Re: Slipped up :(
Before I start, let me say well done for posting.

You must realize that just because you 'slipped up' for the 2nd time...doesnt mean you will slip up again. & If you do, then dont blame yourself..its not your fault.

Things will get worse before they get better.

What do you think made you feel mezmorized about the blood, did you get a euphria feeling.

There are other ways instead of cutting.

If you like to see blood, why not 'cut' yourself with a red marker.

Dont be scared, youll be ok, youll get through this...PM me if you need to...

Anomaly January 23rd 2009 06:34 AM

Re: Slipped up :(
Its ok to slip up everybody does it. Its really hard to stop something cold turkey.

Maybe you were mezmerized by the blood because you havent cut in awhile possibly.

There are other ways of dealing with everything then cutting. Why dont you check out some of the threads that tell you some ideas there really helpful.

Pm me if you want to chat.

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