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I went too deep - January 18th 2011, 04:25 AM

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Today is the first time I have SHed in about two weeks. I went WAY to deep, it won't stop bleeding and I did it over an hour ago. My casemanager is taking me to see my therapist tomorrow and I know that they are going to make me go to the hospital to get it checked out. I really should go right now but they will put me on another psych hold and possibly back to the ward. So many stressors from inside me and outside me just keep piling up and I just could take it anymore. It was either cut or kill myself. I seriously did mean to go as deep as I did, you can actually see where I cut through the muscle. I'm really worried.


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Re: I went too deep - January 18th 2011, 05:17 AM

Hey Nicole,

Anytime that you have bleeding that won't stop, you need to seek emergency assistance immediately. It is not safe to continue bleeding for an extended period of time. I know that going into the psych ward wouldn't be the ideal thing that you feel like doing at the moment, but it sounds like you could benefit from professional help.

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Re: I went too deep - January 19th 2011, 12:51 PM

My case manager and therapist did end up forcing me to go to the ER. I got 7 staples in one of my cuts and the other two they couldn't do anything about because it had been overnight since I had cut so it was too late. But they did not put me in the psychward, they did put me on a psych hold and let my case manager take me home. Thank you for your support, Kitty.


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Re: I went too deep - January 22nd 2011, 04:57 PM

Take care of yourself nicole... here's some alternatives that might help...
http://www.teenhelp.org/forums/f12-s...ves-self-harm/
Let me know if you think this will help. I'm also here if you ever feel the need to talk to someone, or just want someone to listen to your rants or read them i shall say. PM me anytime! Take care!


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Re: I went too deep - January 22nd 2011, 10:24 PM

Thank you Kelly, I just might take you up on that offer.


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Re: I went too deep - January 22nd 2011, 10:37 PM

Hey there

I'm really sorry that this reply is late. I just wanted to tell you that you did great to tell someone about it. And that I hope seeing your case manager helped you a bit.

Just keep holding on. You don't need to hurt yourself. You're amazing and although these feelings hurt they can't do anything that bad to you and in time and with help they can start to go away. You can beat this and get through the other side so keep on fighting and don't ever be alone.

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Re: I went too deep - January 22nd 2011, 11:40 PM

Ok Nicole (: I'm readdyy lol


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