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Sometimes I Just Want To Run Away - February 2nd 2011, 09:10 PM

all the optimism i had for my life is slowly draining. the appointment i was supposed to have to see a therapist had to get post poned because of all the effing snow my city keeps getting. because of this im no longer excited to go and to turn my life around. its gotten back to the point that im afraid my friends are leaving me out, they dont care about me, and that theyre all getting sick of me again. i miss cutting. theres nothing in my life i can control anymore. my life is pretty much a free for all to screw with in what ever way you want. at school there are two girls i hang out with all the time. i thought we were all best friends and what not but im constantly feeling like the exclude me and choose each other over me all the time. like one of them put something on facebook saying her best friend at school is our other friend. my name was not mentioned anywhere. needless to say that sent me straight into depression and i sat there just looking at my razors for like five minutes. grrr, i just dont know what to do. i thought this was supposed to get easier as time goes on but it just gets harder and harder.
   
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Re: Sometimes I Just Want To Run Away - February 2nd 2011, 09:22 PM

i feel your pain
it seems whenever i try to express to some1 how i feel, they dont really take me seriously
   
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Re: Sometimes I Just Want To Run Away - February 2nd 2011, 09:41 PM

yea it sucks. like the friends that used to help me seem to start be turning against me
   
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Re: Sometimes I Just Want To Run Away - February 2nd 2011, 10:51 PM

If you're friends are hurting you (emotionally or physically) and they aren't there for you when you need it most, there is something wrong with them. Not you.

You deserve friends who will be there for you.

Also, please don't feel discouraged about turning your life around and getting help to stop. It could be one of the best and most rewarding opportunities you may have. I say stick with it all the way through.

The longer you wait to find help or push yourself to get better, the harder it's going to get. You'll realize when it's too late that stopping would have been easier a day ago, or a month ago, or even for those of us who have been struggling for a very long time, years ago. I promise that doing it now and finding an alternative to your sh will not only feel amazing, but will be much easier sooner rather than later.


"Although only breath, words which I command are immortal." Sappho

"Sometimes I feel nothing at all. Sometimes I feel everything is my fault.
Sometimes I feel the hate break my mind. Sometimes I feel they deserve it this time.
May the bridges I burn light my way." - I, Alone - Otep

   
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