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Post Why did start cuttin? - March 23rd 2011, 02:07 PM

Wat is the reason Why you start Cuttin in the first Place?


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Re: Why did start cuttin? - March 23rd 2011, 02:34 PM

I began cutting, because of a few reasons. One, becuase I was coming to terms that I needed to tell someone that my stepdad molested me, otherwise I would never be able to let a guy near me. Two, I was not in the best relationship with my mom. Three, I have an eating disorder and it was my way of trying to control it. It is my coping mechanisim
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Re: Why did start cuttin? - March 23rd 2011, 03:01 PM

ive started bc the way i am bc i cant be who i want to be in life. everything just bothers me n my mom the way she is to me. Shes a butthole. my dad is ok sometimes. But mostly the reason i do it is bc of my mom n myself.


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Re: Why did start cuttin? - March 23rd 2011, 05:16 PM

i dont know why i started i know i started after i had been assulted. and it just went from there, i still cut and would not advise starting.



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Re: Why did start cuttin? - March 23rd 2011, 06:34 PM

I think I started just to prove to myself I'm not weak... now I still have to prove to myself I am worthy but I use it to punish myself if I perform badly or let myself down. I also use it if I get upset and I suppose I've become reliant on it.


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Re: Why did start cuttin? - March 23rd 2011, 06:36 PM

To be honest i don't remember exactly why. It was mainly due to family, friends and just general issues with myself.


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Re: Why did start cuttin? - March 23rd 2011, 08:19 PM

I don't remember what got me started cutting. I know it was probably a combination of things like lack of friends and family problems . If you are just beginning to cut, I think you should stop and look at alternatives.


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Re: Why did start cuttin? - March 23rd 2011, 08:34 PM

I don't compleatly remember why I started cutting at first. I know that I was feeling kind of rejected and I know I don't have the best home life either.

I think part of it was for attention. I think I wanted to let said people know that it was their fault that I was upset, and I was just overall angry at the time.

Turns out, I really do like it and am frightened to death about anyone finding out. I'll go to great lengths to keep it secret whereas at first, I think part of the reason was for attention. Of course I graduated from little cuts that hardly bled to deeper cuts which I never thought would happen. Now it's causing me problems.

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Re: Why did start cuttin? - March 23rd 2011, 11:43 PM

When I was 13 and my brother hit me for the first time in a while


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Re: Why did start cuttin? - March 24th 2011, 12:17 AM

hmm i was in the about the 5th grade and my mom left for good i wasnt sure how to cope so i cut and i regret it everyday but we cant chat the past but we can change the furture




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Re: Why did start cuttin? - March 24th 2011, 02:40 AM

i remember the very first time i cut. it was just over two years ago. i remember the moment clearly. my parents were fighting over me again and i just remember the thought that went through my mind was that i had to put this pain somewhere else. and then i stopped, and started again. why? because im weak.
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Re: Why did start cuttin? - March 24th 2011, 04:49 AM

i started because one of my friends confided in me about her depression problems and would talk to me every night about how she wanted to kill herself, and i could never do anything to fix her. i needed punishment for not being able to help her :/ (side note: shes fine now and i unfortunately found out too late that it was all an attention stunt)
   
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Re: Why did start cuttin? - March 24th 2011, 05:28 AM

Hmm, you know, that's a very interesting question.
I don't know exactly why. But here are some factors.

-Stress from school.
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Re: Why did start cuttin? - March 24th 2011, 12:32 PM

i started cutting almost four years ago
i have a very painful past
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Re: Why did start cuttin? - March 25th 2011, 02:10 AM

I started because I had a weird never ceasing urge to cut dunno why just. . . did


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Re: Why did start cuttin? - March 25th 2011, 03:39 AM

I've never been good at coping with things so I started to try to cope.


   
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Re: Why did start cuttin? - March 25th 2011, 04:26 AM

I was in 6th grade.. A few high school friends used to cut when they were high saying it was an experience like no other. I was having a hard time at home and I had to grow up way too fast. So one day, I did it.. and it really was a crazy experience. Because it felt as if all the stress and anxiety had lifted off of me, I got hooked and started doing it when I was feeling anxious or depressed without drinking or any of that..

Could be from being cheated on often, stress from school, high expectations, being into girls, made fun of, watching my grandmother pass away slowly in front of me..


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Re: Why did start cuttin? - March 25th 2011, 07:02 AM

mostly from family problems and getting bullied at school and then my dad molesting my sister in font of my eyes all of it cause depression so i looked stuff up on the internet got the idea of cutting and got addicted but happy to say i have for the most part stoped but i still get triped up somedays
   
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Re: Why did start cuttin? - March 25th 2011, 09:17 AM

I was desperate. I wanted to make the horrible feelings in my head go away. I also think that secretly, I wanted someone to notice and realise that I wasn't okay and "save" me. But I never showed anyone, so it remained a secret for years.
   
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Re: Why did start cuttin? - March 27th 2011, 07:11 AM

I started cutting because I have so many problems at home and school. Everyone makes fun of me even my own family. I was abused in the past and cutting was a way to cope. But now I can't stop and my friends who have caught me with cuts will check my arms everyday.


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Re: Why did start cuttin? - March 27th 2011, 07:49 AM

I started because I had completely opened up to my exboyfriend. Telling him how I wanted to get back together with him (again.) And he kinda just turned me down. And it takes a lot for me to share my feelings and he could even tell how hard I was struggling with it over the phone. And it started as simple scratches. Then I found a knife. I wanted his attention. That's why I started. I have more reasons as to why I kept doing it.
   
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Re: Why did start cuttin? - March 27th 2011, 08:26 AM

I never had a reason. I just got an urge one day and tried it. Then I couldn't stop.



   
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Re: Why did start cuttin? - March 27th 2011, 04:19 PM

I started cutting because I needed an outlet. I needed to know that I could feel something that he couldn't take away. My ex caused me some much emotional pain because he emotionally abused me that I resorted to cutting in order to feel something. Never to die...always to feel something, and be in control of something in my life.
   
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Re: Why did start cuttin? - March 27th 2011, 04:38 PM

i started when i was 14. a lot of anger, hurt and sadness had been building up inside of me for quite a while and then when my parents started fighting again (because of me), and 2 of my friends were being taken away from me, i just completely lost it and started cutting.




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Re: Why did start cuttin? - March 27th 2011, 05:34 PM

I stared cutting when I was bullied. I had developed clinical depression and cutting was the only relief for me. I finally stopped about a month ago, but I got depressed again and started again. I'm trying to stop...but it's like an addiction, I can't stop.


   
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Re: Why did start cuttin? - March 27th 2011, 06:48 PM

I started cutting because I was very curious. I also think that I wanted some attention that I didn't believe that I was getting. I also used to think it was satisfying to watch the blood rise from my wrist. So there was no real reason to start cutting. Cutting is stupid and useless. It hurts not only you but also the people around you. Bottom Line: DO NOT CUT!!!!


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Re: Why did start cuttin? - March 31st 2011, 06:28 PM

I was sexually abused, a guy kept talking to me about his gf's experiences and how her abuser was on bail for attempted rape & I remember thinking about how my guy went even further. Things just got too much and it became my only way of getting through the day
   
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Re: Why did start cuttin? - March 31st 2011, 08:37 PM

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I began cutting, because of a few reasons. One, becuase I was coming to terms that I needed to tell someone that my stepdad molested me, otherwise I would never be able to let a guy near me. Two, I was not in the best relationship with my mom. Three, I have an eating disorder and it was my way of trying to control it. It is my coping mechanisim

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Re: Why did start cuttin? - March 31st 2011, 08:38 PM

i started cutting, to be honest im not entirely sure why. that probably sounds really stupid , but i think it was because i was getting bullied. i felt liek no one cared about me. everyone in my familly were having a go at me for one thingor another etc.. i recently did it again having stoped for a ear or so. can anyone think why? im not sure why i did it :/ x


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Re: Why did start cuttin? - March 31st 2011, 11:28 PM

A little of everything over the years... It all just built up until one day I couldn't take it anymore and had to do SOMETHING to ease the pain inside. ANYTHING at all.

I didn't have many friends.
I was being bullied.
I was assaulted multiple times.
I was feeling rejected and forgotten.
I was trying to take care of my elderly grandma alone.
My grandfather had just passed away.
My dad has been sick my entire life (recently diagnosed with cancer).
I was failing all of my classes at school.
I was at risk of not graduating highschool.

All this led to a deep depression that I almost couldn't get back out of. Almost killed myself. Then things got a little better for a brief period of time... And I was hoping that was the end of all the pain. But sure enough, the depression returned and I was so scared I'd want to kill myself again, that I was willing to do anything to avoid those feelings. I'd heard about cutting via the internet, so I tried it.

So, yeah. That's why I started cutting. I was afraid I'd kill myself if I didn't do something to stop all the pain and bad thoughts.


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Re: Why did start cuttin? - April 1st 2011, 02:49 AM

I started cutting because I feel like I'm not good enough. I guess it's just punishment for not doing better? Something along those lines. I first started because my boyfriend was drifting away from me and I was pissed off that I was pushing him away, so somehow my brain thought cutting would fix it, but, obviously, it didn't, so now it's become my way of punishing myself for all the things I fuck up.
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Re: Why did start cuttin? - April 1st 2011, 02:59 AM

Well, I had been injuring myself various ways, and just evolved into cutting I guess. I started injuring myself because I lost my mind. That's all I'm going to say about that. But now, I'm working on quitting.


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Re: Why did start cuttin? - April 1st 2011, 03:57 AM

I started cutting because of stress in and out of school, because it was my senior year of high school. currently i am 9 months free from self harm and not going back


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Re: Why did start cuttin? - April 1st 2011, 05:00 AM

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Re: Why did start cuttin? - April 2nd 2011, 05:44 AM

I started it as a punishment, I continued it because it's a release.
   
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Re: Why did start cuttin? - April 2nd 2011, 09:02 AM

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Re: Why did start cuttin? - April 2nd 2011, 09:47 AM

I remember when I did. I was so angry at myself, I made another mistake and it caused me to get physically hurt by my parents. I torchered myself because I thought I deserved it. And everyone was telling me stuff I didn't want to hear. And when the skin came off and the blood pooled, I knew something that I thought was good, but was bad.
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Re: Why did start cuttin? - April 3rd 2011, 04:09 PM

i started when my dad and his girlfriend broke up,and i thought it was the worst thing that could ever happen ,and also i had no friends..
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Re: Why did start cuttin? - April 3rd 2011, 04:49 PM

i have always been very hard on myself mentally. I would look in the mirror and critize everything i saw. Then i would hate my own personality and started feeling like i was more an outsider. Also when it came to my parents my dad never pays attention to me. So one night while i was crying i cut the word love in to my arm... I regret cutting myself and have gotten better but.. i still fight the urge to grab a knife or ravor. Don't EVER let it take you because it becomes hard to stop... </3
   
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Re: Why did start cuttin? - April 3rd 2011, 10:41 PM

When I was 15 my friend came into school one day with cuts all up one arm, I guess that's where I got the idea. Things happened in the family that hit me hard and it just kind of started from there. Then I met someone who told me to stop before I lost control and I wanted to prove that I could control it. Because I was stronger than I looked. I was wrong. :/


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