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No regret - April 4th 2011, 01:00 AM

So it's been about 75 day since I last cut, give or take a few days(and a few slip ups). But umm, well last Friday this guy that I'm in love with told me he might not be in school because he might be in jail. I couldn't do anything. I didn't want to do anything. When I got home, I was alone due to my brothers baseball practice and my parents working, I just wanted to cry. I just sat in the living room waiting for the tears to come but they never did. Later that night when I went up to my room, I didn't really know what was going on. I was like in a daze. I just found my razor and I just cut. A few times too. I didn't feel guilty about it. Not at all. Normally I would, but this time was different. It felt almost justified with what everything that has been going on. The next morning, I did it again, just because I could. I did the same Saturday night and then Sunday night. I stopped when Monday came though. I still don't feel guilty about it and I can't stop thinking about it. The more I think about it, the more urge I have to do it. I just can't help it. I don't want to do this. That would ruin everything.


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Re: No regret - April 4th 2011, 03:28 AM

hey, sounds like you are having a rough time please try not to cut, its a vicious cycle and if you can stop for a week thats half the battle. I just keep telling myself that ill cut tomarrow, then the next day i say ill cut tommarow. maybe you could try that?
Im sorry im not very helpful. I hope you are feeling better and are okay.
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