written at 3 am

[jaclax182b]

why does it still hurt
why can't i foget the pain
the pain goes through my mind everyday
why cant i cry
why wont the tears flow
my eyes get misty but nothing more
im afraid
im alone
cant anyone help
cant someone stay with me
cant someone make the lonliness fade
can someone remind me of what love is
can someone teach me to cry again
i dont want the tears to go away
they are like friends who arent with me anymore
i want them to come home on my cheeks so badly
but they wont come home
the razor isnt the only thing to bring them back
but can i do this on my own
will someone guide me
someone is
i owe everything to that person
i can beat these feelings and let myself cry
i can be me again

[Palmolive]

Hey there.

It sounds like you're going through a really rough time right now and I just wanted to let you know that we're all here for you if you need to rant, need support and just need someone there. You're not alone in this and there is help out there for you. Recovery is possible, don't forget it.

Jessie

[bayhorse321]

Hey, this is beautiful and I know how you feel. By the end it says that you have someone to guide you and you can cry again. I am happy for you to have someone that is there. If you ever want to talk you can pm me anytime.

[jaclax182b]

to be honest they arent as close as i thought, but they are very close to me.

this isn't even supposed to be a poem or anything like that so idk how its beautiful.

this is literaly me being sleep deprived and upset because something that i cant remember really triggered me at 3 am and just taking up an entire page of a note book i have

but thank you so much, and if you want you can always pm me im open to talk about anything if you also need help

[blumemusik♫]

Hey, if this wasn't you TRYING to write poetry, maybe you should give it a go. I reckon you'd be awesome

Anyway, I hope things get better. You can PM/VM me literally any time. I usually get PMs straight away, sent to my phone.

Stay strong <3

[jaclax182b]

this isn't poetry? there arent any rhymy words or meter and shtuff like that... this is me literally writting down what pops into my mind as soon as it does while im upset and sleep deprived -__________- but if you lieks it well thats good and i'll be sure to pm you sometime

[blumemusik♫]

oi oi oi oi oiiii!!!

Don't you dare say that it's not poetry because it doesn't rhyme or have metre Haha, some of the best poetry is literally just words being written down on a page!

<3

[jaclax182b]

-________________- i still dont get how its poetry... but thats coming from the kid who sits in the back of class playing pokémon because he doesnt really care about whats being taught