THESE DESCRIPTIONS MAY BE HEAVILY TRIGGERING IF YOU DO IT FOR THE SAME REASON AS ME!!!
Hey,
I was "trigered" by looking at these threads over here

But no, I am not cutting myself to hurt myself, I love to look at blood flowing slowly down my arm, leaving a clear bloody trace behind.. It gives me a kind of a satisfaction... It also feels so dangerous yet I know that I know how not to cut too deep.
It is as if I am looking at a flame.. Gently flowing upwards, opposite to blood, changing colors.. So gentle yet if spilled it may destroy everything you have.. Finding that looking at fire gives me the same satisfaction is why I stopped cutting myself

Is any one of you cutting yourself for those reasons?