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September 18th 2011, 05:16 AM
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i guess the usual three cuts wasn't enough anymore. my thigh is now a mess resembling the stupid pictures people post of their cuts on tumblr and stuff.
why did i have to relapse again. what am i supposed to do now. i'm making a bandage out of an old tshirt, but someone is going to find out. my therapist reads me like a book. she'll know. i can't have my parents know again. just can't. 
"2 AM and I'm still awake, writing a song.If I get it all down on paper, it's no longer inside of me, Threatening the life it belongs to."
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September 18th 2011, 11:45 AM
Hey there,
I'm really sorry things are hard for you at the moment. Don't be too hard on yourself for slipping up, we slip up it part of the recovery, learn from this mistake and help it to make you stronger. I know you can do this, i know you are stronger than Self Harm. Perhaps talk to your therapist about this? Then the can help you through. If you ever want to talk feel free to PM me, Take care and Stay strong, Charli 
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bada bing bada boom.
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September 19th 2011, 01:39 AM
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I'm sorry as well. Maybe talking to your therapist would be a good thing, after all? I mean, it is their job to help you. I know it can be hard to have your parents know, so maybe you can just ask your therapist for some alternatives or a plan if you ever get the urges to again? Just a thought. Best of luck! "Everyone says that love hurts, but that's not true. Loneliness hurts. Rejection hurts. Losing someone hurts. Everyone confuses these things with love, but in reality, love is the only thing in this world that covers up all the pain and makes us feel wonderful again." [color=#FF0000]<3 staffie since 8.20.11 |
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September 19th 2011, 01:49 AM
i've tried everything.
"2 AM and I'm still awake, writing a song.If I get it all down on paper, it's no longer inside of me, Threatening the life it belongs to."
~"Breathe" by Anna Nallick "This time, baby, I'll be bulletproof" ~"Bulletproof" by La Roux "I don't know what to believe in. Sinking into this straightjacket feeling. I am afraid. I am afraid." ~"Straightjacket" by Stef Lang my tumblrs: http://eternallylostinwonderland.tumblr.com http://undoingthedamage.tumblr.com |
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September 19th 2011, 10:28 AM
Have you talked to your therapist. It's not like you lost your fight or anything. A teeny weeny weakness. You can be strong. You can try again. These are all a part of the recovery.
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