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So monday i got caught. i had a huge relapse saturday/sunday and someone found out and sent me to the school nurse, she had to call my mom, etc.
It wasn't that big of a deal. The thing is the nurse said some things that i didn't really get. These are some of them: -that if i don't get a hold of my shit (yes, she used that word) i wasn't going to be able to hold a medical license (note: i'm only 17) -that if i don't get a hold...... i'm going to screw up my children (note: i don't have any children) -that i should think about a mental hospital (note: my psychologist doesn't even think that's necessary) -that i should drop my AP classes, drop the magnet program i'm in and take some time off -that i should possibly take a gap year to take away the stress of applying to college. -that college was just going to be worse for me anyway there was more. it's just, i don't know. a lot of that hurt. i know i need help. i do. i might start group. but one things for sure I WILL NOT screw up any children i have like my parents have with me. she has no right to say that. i don't get it. why would she even say that. "2 AM and I'm still awake, writing a song.If I get it all down on paper, it's no longer inside of me, Threatening the life it belongs to."
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Re: got caught -
September 26th 2011, 05:17 PM
The simple answer to why she said those things is I don't know.
It sounds like it's left you with many questions that are unanswerd, the way to find out the answers would be to talk to the people and ask them She obvesly had a reason at the time, Could you go back and ask her about it? She is the one that said it, so she is the best person to ask about it, since she was there at the time. I understand this may be something you are not feeling confortable to do. You also mentiond that you have a psychologist could you talk to them about some of these things next time you see them? Finally another person you could talk to is your mum, You said that she has been phoned and told already, so you wont have to face the scary idea of telling her anything you dont want to. Just mums are allways good listners when you want them to be. I hope this helps and your able to get things sorted soon. dipka You have just read Dipka's forum post. Dipka is a HelpLINK mentor who is allays happy to help, please just let me know. Also, check out my profile for more about me
Dipka x IMPORTANT!! When replying partiqually if I started the tread please can people read the following thread http://www.teenhelp.org/forums/f122-...ngs-propperly/ In that thread poast 6 clearly state's what coulors I can see best so please can you use these if possible so I can read your reply. Some of my favourite quotations *what does not destroy you as a warrior makes you stronger *the tree that is slowest to grow bears the sweetest fruit *when the sky is at it's darkest is when you can see the stars *Ancient stone cannot be polished without friction, nor a warrior perfected without trials *The warrior who has the ability to move mountains begins by carrying small stones Help-link Mentor 29/6/11 |
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