i cut. too much.

[Babybree79]

hi, i was on here a while ago, and i think i said that i stopped myself from cutting, well i did it a few weeks ago, because the girl i love, has a boyfriend and she barely talks to any of her friends
so i now have to cover up both my wrists because i don't want the kids at school to see, because they'll start to hate on me,
so some of the are already scarring and i don't know if i can stop, and last time i meant to say that one of my friends has loads of scars not me

[EmptyBottlesBrokenRecords]

I'm sorry that she's not really talking to you anymore. Have you tried talking to her about the way she's been ignoring you and her friends? Maybe she doesn't realize it because her mind is on other things.

Have you heard of "The Butterfly Project"? Its when you draw a butterfly on your wrist when you have the urge to cut. You can't wash away the butterfly, or self harm, because if you do, it "dies". It helps me a lot when I have urges.