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I told, I'm already wishing I hadn't -
October 2nd 2011, 04:41 AM
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I told my parent tonight and while at the moment it felt good, im already wishing that i never told, i finally see that i dont want help. Im conflicted, because i know i need help but honestly i don't really feel like going through this. Any ways to get out of it? Or any people who got help to tell me what to except and hope that it may be worth it?
I know what its like to want to die; how it hurts to smile; how you try to fit in but you can't; how you hurt yourself on the outside; to try to kill
the thing that's in the inside. Even the people who never frown eventually breakdown. How can you understand me when I can't understand myself? It seems to me that the harder I try the harder I fall. |
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Re: I told, I'm already wishing I hadn't -
October 2nd 2011, 04:58 AM
I told today to and i wish i hadn't im sorry i dont know what to expect but im going to go talk to a youth leader at my church and see if she can help me even tho i might not want help. I kno the feeling ur having right now and it sucks but we can both pull through im going to try using the butterfly project and see if it helps any
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Re: I told, I'm already wishing I hadn't -
October 2nd 2011, 06:00 AM
First off, it's a big step telling and unfortunately the rewards don't usually seem so big in the beginning. A great way to feel good, though, is remember that you controlled that. You weren't backed into a corner and forced.
With all that said, it's going to be weird for a bit. I know this from when my girlfriend told me. I was just all ears though and I wanted to know what not to say to her etc. (showing them what triggers you won't happen over night) Now we are 10 months past and we just all live in harmony with less and less close-calls.
Hey, I'm Jon!
I've had experiences with child abuse, depression, anxiety, and self-harm. I'm here for anyone who wants to talk about these or any other topics! "And if you sing to me sweet until then, I may never sail Virginia again" |
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