Ive been
SH free for like 16 days I think. My bestfriend was the reason of me SHing last time but ive been getting some space from her and I've felt better till like 3 days ago I found out my dad is moving out this weekend... I don't feel upset, sad, mad, sad or anything... I just feel empty.. Last night I almost
SH again but my boyfriend came over and I felt better. But today I feel so bad.. I want to
SH right now so bad that's why I writing this to kinda hold off on it.. I don't know what to do.. I've been trying to hang out with friends more to make me happy but I end up being quite and no fun.. Please someone help me..
Self harm free since 10-16-11
Rebecca <3