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[LastRedAppleStanding]

So fed up..Just want to cut again..
Does mom not understand that the reason i stopped cutting was because smoking was a substitute? And who the fuck says she can just walk into my room whenever the fuck she feels like it?
She already knows i fucking smoke so why have a bitch fit when she walks in my room and can smell smoke?
Stupid bitch, making me feel fucking guilty.
She smoked at my age so she can go fuck herself.

Cutting is hard to give up! Does she just think that one day i can just turn around and say 'Aw, don't feel like doing this anymore.. ://' WELL SHE HASN'T BEEN THERE AND SHE HASN'T HAD TO LIVE MY LIFE FOR THE PAST 15 YEARS SO SHE CAN SAY WHAT SHE WANTS!

The ONLY way that i can keep sain is to have a fag in my hand AND SHE SMOKES HERSELF!

Fucking idiotic, selfish cow.

Had enough.

[Skeleton]

Have you talked to her about it? She might not realise that it isn't okay to just barge into your room, if you explain to her that you'd like some privacy and would prefer it if she knocked before she came into your room, she might do it in the future. Same goes with smoking, if you explain your reason for doing it, she might understand more and her reason for her not being happy because you're smoking is because although she does it, she doesn't want you doing it yourself. It is strange but that's what some parents are like.

Sometimes, people just don't understand that it isn't as easy as they may think it is to just stop doing it because they aren't going through it themselves but if you talk to them, you can help them understand, even if it's just a little to help her understand why you smoke.

If you need anyone to talk to, my PM box is always open.