gah..confusion

[Brandy McCarter]

i feel like everyone i love is leaving me... am i that awful, that repulsive of a person that people have to die just to get away from me? first my grandfather, he died the day my brother was born...then my dad showed he hated us enough to take his own life, 5 days before my birthday. then my grandmother, after her dozens of failed suicide attmepts, finaly succombed to death. and then my aunt elizabeth and my uncle bill. and my, cousin? you could call her, piper, died in her sleep a mere two months before she could turn two years old. everyone just wants to get away from me. i just, i promised everyone i wouldnt cut myself anymore and all this abandonment is making it hard, i dont know what to do anymore. i hate it, i hate myself, i just want my dad back..

[Christian_girl_4ever]

I'm really sorry for your losses. It's not your fault that so many of your loved ones have passed away. I wish I could bring back all of the people you have lost. I bet you're an amazing person you just don't realize it. If you want to talk feel free to PM me.
Stay strong.
-Danielle

[BlaineG.]

Originally Posted by Christian_girl_4ever

I'm really sorry for your losses. It's not your fault that so many of your loved ones have passed away. I wish I could bring back all of the people you have lost. I bet you're an amazing person you just don't realize it. If you want to talk feel free to PM me.
Stay strong.
-Danielle

I agree with this ^^


Please feel free to send me a PM if you need anything.