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Post Some poems that I wrote - January 18th 2012, 09:13 PM

8-12-11

This is my cry for help
I'm on my hands and knees begging you to stay
This is my plea to you
I'm waging this battle within myself and I need your help
Oh why wonít you stay?
Just hear me out one last time
Whenever I needed you, you were always there
Now that I need you more than ever you are nowhere to be found
Youíre leaving me broken and bruised
Youíre leaving me to fight this battle myself
I donít know how much more of this I can take
This is my cry for help
I canít hold on much longer
Everyday Iím closer to giving in
I just need your help
Where are you Iím fading fast?
Youíre my last chance
Youíre my only hope but yet youíre nowhere to be found
Iím slipping away a little more each day
Iím on my hands and knees praying for you to come back and help me
My arms are bloody and cut
My heart is broken and barely beating
My body broken and bruised
Iím hanging on only by a thread
Iím yelling and crying out for someone to come and save me from myself
But it seems like nobody is there
Iím yelling crying begging pleading praying
Just stay and help me this one last time
After this you can leave but not now
Not when I need you the most
THIS IS MY LAST CRY FOR HELP


9/9/11

Pain anger rage hate hurt insecurities unloved bitterness cold resentful harmful suicide addiction rejection resentment aloneness despised unforgiveness bottled up emotions stress scared lies

Everyday i wake up with a fake smile just to please everybody
Everynight i go tobed and cry because i know no one will understand
Day by day i live as if nothing is wrong
Night by night i know nothing is right
I'm living a lie i dont belong here
I cant go on living like this
I just want this pain to go away
Why wont the pain STOP
My arms show how much nothing is right in my life
But i know no one sees them becasue i know how to hide it well
I paint a picture with my razor
The paint is my blood
The canvas is my wrist
I cut and i like it then it hurts
I like the pain then i dont like the pain
Sometimes i wish that i could just end it all
But i know that i cant
So i just plant that fake smile on my face and i at like nothing is wrong
Eventhough i know nothing is right
It seems to me that nobody cares about me
Or how i feel
Or whats going on inside my head
Each cut is deeper than the last one
Some are right on top of echother
The pain of my blood soothes the pain
The pain of my heart and of my mind
I dont know what else i can do to relieve this pain
I'm running out of options
I need help but i dont know who i should go to
When i first meet people they think im this perfect person
But in reality im not
For the past three years i've been able to fool most people
Into believing that im a perfect person and that nothing is wrong
Why cant people see through all of it
I'm scared of what im going to do next
HELP ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


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Re: Some poems that I wrote - January 19th 2012, 06:27 PM

You write so well. Glad to see you found a way to express your feelings. Keep up the writing.
   
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Re: Some poems that I wrote - January 19th 2012, 08:42 PM

thnx its wat keeps me from thiking about cutting


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