wanting to cut.

[xxprincessxx]

All week I've wanted to so bad. i haven't given in...yet. it's been four months since i've last done and i haven't had urges this bad since then. every once in awhile i would get them at night when i couldn't sleep, but i could always fight it. but this has been happening everyday for a week straight. i don't know what to do.

the only person i honestly feel comfortable talking to about this would have to bring it up with somebody else and then i would get into trouble. i hate this! i hate being an adult and still not being able to get help if i want it. ]=

[Spiderbaby]

I really can relate to how you feel. I gave in to the urges a few days ago and now i regret it so much. Do you have any hobbies? One thing that i know helps some people is snapping a rubber band around your wrist when you have the urge. This way your not really causing much damage. Or maybe drawing red lines on your arms that represent blood.

[caffeineislife]

this mite help
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