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Unhappy Dani's temptations - February 20th 2012, 07:42 AM

It's February 20th, 2012. It's 1:34 right now. My eyes are droopy, but I can't feel the need to sleep. I feel empty and lonely right now. I want to talk to my boyfriend, and we were supposed to talk before we got into a mini disagreement over how easy it is to get over traumatic experiences (him saying that trying as hard as you can will get you over it, me saying that with help and time will help ease the trauma) and then he suddenly just has to go because he has to get up at like 6:00 for work.

I feel so alone, though. At the same time, I don't want to talk to anyone. My mind is blank but it's also overwhelmed. I want to cry but I can't feel the need to cry.

I just got finished trying to give advice to someone and try to help them, but I feel so depressed myself. It's like most things just aren't going right for me lately. It's been two years since I've last cut, but it's taking everything I have to not just give up and do it. You would think that I wouldn't give a second thought about cutting after two years of not even touching an object that could harm myself, but it still crosses my mind. It still bothers me.

And if it weren't for a promise, a swear, that I gave to my boyfriend: I might actually be doing it. Or maybe I'm just doing it for myself. I really don't know who I'm doing it for, really.

On a very slim side note that I for some odd reason feel like putting in, I'm craving fudge brownie icecream and my brothers ate all of it, not saving even a single bite for me. I guess that could have been comfort food. But I suppose I'll go to bed tonight overwhelmed with emotion and a little craving in the pit of my stomach.

(I'm sure this belongs in SH, because the main point is that I'm overwhelmed and trying to resist the urge to cut myself)


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Re: Dani's temptations - February 20th 2012, 11:55 AM

I'm sorry that you are feeling this way. Maybe listening to music (non triggering) or reading could help you. It helps me sometimes. But I know what you mean where you are just so overwhelmed that it just takes over you. If you ever need anything PM me I'm on here often good luck and try to stay strong. It's such an accomplishment to have gone two whole years self harm free. It gives me hope that it can be done.
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Re: Dani's temptations - February 21st 2012, 01:15 AM

Yeah. I feel better today though. I guess it was just a bad night.


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