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Razor my new bestfriend - February 26th 2012, 07:21 AM

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I think that my Razor is my new bestfriend
It's the only thing that doesn't judge me
It let's me do whatever I want and it doesn't complain
It's always here for me when I need it
I know it will never hold a grudge against me
It will never ever get mad at me because of something I did
It will never argue with me
I know that it will never leave me and
I know it will always love me

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Re: Razor my new bestfriend - February 26th 2012, 05:55 PM

Hey,

I know that you may think that the razor is your best friend but it's not, not even close. It's just hurting you even more than you're already hurt. Please try not to cut, I know how hard that can be but it's really not helping you out right now.

Maybe you should try talking to somebody who will actually be there for you and help you get through with whatever is making you hurt yourself!

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Re: Razor my new bestfriend - February 26th 2012, 10:16 PM

Hey sammie right. the razor not your best friend,please talk to someone, im always here to talk if you ever need it and also the Alternative list is really useful too. It helps to go down the list till you find one.


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Re: Razor my new bestfriend - February 26th 2012, 11:06 PM

Thanks you guys... I have a friend to talk to but sometimes that doesn't help me... I have other problems that go hand in hand with my cutting itsnlukenif
I do this other thing then I don't cut but if I don't do this other thing I do cut. I just don't see a way to have one without the other. And also M I've tried other things but they don't help me I just like the release of pain that the razor gives me... I'm so lost right now idk what to do


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Re: Razor my new bestfriend - February 26th 2012, 11:20 PM

I know what you mean, quitting is really hard and sometimes things don't help us like they usually do. But you have to try and keep your will power up and do your best not to fight. Do you think it would be possible to throw away the stuff that you cut yourself with? (i know how hard that is but i think it would help you out soooo much) Also, the friend you talk to, do they know about your cutting and how bad you want to do it?


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Do you think it would be possible to throw away the stuff that you cut yourself with? (i know how hard that is but i think it would help you out soooo much)
It might help to throw away the stuff I normally cut with but I can always fund things around my house to use... I can be very resorcful if need be.
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As for my friend he does know about my cutting and how bad I want to do it and he normally talks me out of doing it because whenever I feel like cutting I text him first and we argue about it and finally I give up cuz by that point I don't feel like it anymore but there are other times when even the argue doesn't help me and I cut.

I just don't see a way for me to win when I know both of the things that I do aren't that good for me but I feel like I need to do them to feel less frustrated and stressed


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Re: Razor my new bestfriend - February 27th 2012, 12:17 AM

I know what you mean, I used to do the same things. At times it can still be hard for me. Do you talk to a therapist or anything? I think that could be extremely helpful in overcoming this!


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Re: Razor my new bestfriend - February 27th 2012, 12:27 AM

I don't have any therapists the only person I talk to is my friend


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Re: Razor my new bestfriend - February 27th 2012, 12:45 AM

Maybe you should consider seeing a therapist then! They really do help a lot! (:


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Re: Razor my new bestfriend - February 27th 2012, 12:50 AM

Yeah seeing a therapist may be help ful. Do you feel shame after you cut like omg i did that I hate that I did that. Think of the shame next time and say do I really want to see what I did nope so then dont cut. I have shame after I do it I hate that. But its are bodys way of saying you know you did wrong.

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Do you feel shame after you cut like omg i did that I hate that I did that. Think of the shame next time and say do I really want to see what I did nope so then dont cut.
I have a hard time with cutting too but I dont do it a lot only when really upset.
No I don't feel shame after I cut... I'm actually perfectly fine with the fact that I cut... I cut beside I feel shame because of what I did so the cutting takes away that shame... Also I cut to get rid of the stress and the frustration and the emotional pain.


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Re: Razor my new bestfriend - February 27th 2012, 02:01 AM

Oh, I have shame after I do it I look at what I did and think omg did I really do that. I hate hiding it too. well I guess every ones diffrent. Yeah well maybe to get your frustration out instead of cutting punch a pillow, scream in a pillow, tear up paper, color a piece of paper red, tear a band aid offf and on your skin now that really hurts. Your parents dont need ot know about the cutting just that your depressed if thy cant already tell and you would like som ehelp with it like seeing a therapist. Good luck
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Re: Razor my new bestfriend - February 27th 2012, 02:18 AM

Thanks yeah my patents can't tell a lot of stuff about me... They're pastors so they like to think and make everybody else think that we have a perfect home life and that we don't have any problems... They will help anybody in their church but they won't help their own family with it's own problems... If they knew half of the things that I did I would be in so much trouble


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Re: Razor my new bestfriend - February 27th 2012, 04:57 AM

If you're 18 technically you're a legal adult and can get a therapist without your parents knowing. Have you ever tried to talk to your parents about this though, maybe they'd understand more than you would think?


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Re: Razor my new bestfriend - February 27th 2012, 05:00 AM

Hell no I would never talk to my parents about this they are just way to religious and they would start "throwing" the bible at me... Does it cost $ to see a therapist?


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Re: Razor my new bestfriend - February 27th 2012, 05:17 AM

Yes it cost money some cheaper than others so have to look around. Its confidential. Well god does love you and Im sure he doesnt like it when you hurt yourself.
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Re: Razor my new bestfriend - February 27th 2012, 05:37 AM

See thats the thing I don't have any money and I wouldn't have any way to get there... Yeah yeah yeah I noe he does I've heard that for almost 19yrs now


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Re: Razor my new bestfriend - February 27th 2012, 09:02 PM

It can cost. But some places have "free clinics," that would offer these services, so maybe check into that. Also, some therapist offer payment plans if you don't have the money right away and/or have no health insurance that will cover it.


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Re: Razor my new bestfriend - February 27th 2012, 11:48 PM

Well I know that I have health insurance because my parents pay for it because I'm under their plan... Also I would need a therapist who does more than help with just cutting and stuff like that


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Re: Razor my new bestfriend - February 28th 2012, 01:34 AM

I know where u are coming from I was used to cut myself to the point where I could barely breathe I would cut my veins and I would do this every night and I got help but if u don't keep going to the sessions the suicide thoughts come back. And I quit going so my suicidal thoughts are coming back so If u go then stay with the program. and if u ever need to talk u can message me at papawsgirl10@gmail.com
   
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Re: Razor my new bestfriend - February 28th 2012, 01:37 AM

Most therapist deal with a wide variety of topics, they aren't limited to just one thing!


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I know where u are coming from I was used to cut myself to the point where I could barely breathe I would cut my veins and I would do this every night and I got help but if u don't keep going to the sessions the suicide thoughts come back. And I quit going so my suicidal thoughts are coming back so If u go then stay with the program. and if u ever need to talk u can message me at papawsgirl10@gmail.com
I've never been in therapy or had any type of program or had any sessions... It's not that I'm suicidal I just like to cut but I dnt have trouble breathing when I do cut and I dnt like to go as deep down as my vein

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