Support Forums Today's Posts

Get Advice Connect with TeenHelp Resources
HelpLINK Facebook     Twitter     Tumblr     Instagram    Hotlines    Safety Zone    Alternatives

You are not registered or have not logged in

Hello guest! (Not a guest? Log in above!)

As a guest on TeenHelp you are only able to use some of our site's features. By registering an account you will be able to enjoy unlimited access to our site, and will be able to:

  • Connect with thousands of teenagers worldwide by actively taking part in our Support Forums and Chat Room.
  • Find others with similar interests in our Social Groups.
  • Express yourself through our Blogs, Picture Albums and User Profiles.
  • And much much more!

Signing up is free, anonymous and will only take a few moments, so click here to register now!

Disabilities Living with a disability, either physical or mental, can be both challenging and life changing. For support, questions and discussions relating to disabilities, post here.

Thread Tools Search this Thread
  (#1 (permalink)) Old
Can you hear the silence?
Senior TeenHelper
bringmethehorizon♥'s Avatar
Age: 23
Gender: Male
Location: England

Posts: 809
Join Date: July 27th 2012

I don't feel like I want to live anymore - March 30th 2018, 09:38 PM

I lost my dream job at EE due to my anorexia I took a year out and got a job at a supermarket working weekends on the tills. While I aimed to sort my head out I recently got another chance at my dream job working in a cellphone shop selling mobile phones I love phones! I work for a different company this time I am trying really hard but in England we have something called a probationary period which means which in that 3 months they can get rid of you if they don't feel that you up to standard. When selling phones it's just a long job you don't just scan it through a till. No you have to contracts for example we sell thousand pound iPhone x and to sell them you have to do credit checks sort out a price plan and do loads of paper work.

I have dyslexia I have tried so hard and I don't think I am gonna be sacked my manager has even said he needs to see me doing things without help now but I just can't it's so hard for my little brain to cope with I am trying so hard I am gonna fail and lose my job I know I am I cannot do anything right I am so stupid.

I am making such good money he said to me today that he wants me to do be doing cross sales soon and I am sitting there like holy fuck I am still learning one sale not to do to at a fucking time fuck sake!

I hate myself i never did well at school or anything I have almost been sacked from every job I have ever been to I hate myself maybe I don't deserve to be alive anymore? I don't care anymore I am such a waste of time.
Reply With Quote
  (#2 (permalink)) Old
Egyptstorm Offline
DopeDORK (BatEgypt @ night)
Not a n00b
Egyptstorm's Avatar
Name: Egypt aka DopeDORK
Age: 18
Gender: Female
Location: Somewhere over the rainbow... oh, wait, this is Gotham

Posts: 61
Join Date: January 28th 2015

Re: I don't feel like I want to live anymore - April 2nd 2018, 07:37 AM

I understand that things are hard but you deserve to live. Although you're aware of your disability, you're still making an effort to be independent. That's something to be proud of. If your dyslexia makes it harder for you to, for example, read contracts, make sure that your boss is aware of this and maybe he will be more understanding.

These are hard times for everyone but a big part of what makes TeenHelp special is knowing that we're not alone. If you want to talk more about your situation, or just wanna say hi, PM me.

For the "fat" kids, the geeks, and the "ugly" ones. For the kids with braces or wear taped-together glasses, there is but one hero..... I. Am. That. Hero.
Reply With Quote


anymore, feel, live

Thread Tools Search this Thread
Search this Thread:

Advanced Search

Posting Rules
You may not post new threads
You may not post replies
You may not post attachments
You may not edit your posts

BB code is On
Smilies are On
[IMG] code is On
HTML code is Off
Trackbacks are Off
Pingbacks are Off
Refbacks are Off

All material copyright 1998-2019, TeenHelp.
Terms | Legal | Privacy | Conduct | Complaints

Powered by vBulletin®.
Copyright ©2000-2020, Jelsoft Enterprises Ltd.
Search engine optimization by vBSEO.
Theme developed in association with vBStyles.