Can you give me some advice ? It's a BIG problem for me !!

[Aung Aung]

I'm a teenager and I'm a medical student.
I'm 17.
I'd like to ask for some advice from you.
It's a personal problem and I'm ashamed to say about it .
But I need an advice .
I'm a boy.
And I did a BLOW JOB to a friend.
I'm not a gay and I don't want to be one.
But I've done it for about 10 times !
I can't control my mind not to do such thing again.
Don't I know I'm a gay ? Am I normal ?
If I'm normal , why does this happen?
It's a very big problem for me .
I'm feeling insecurity all time .

[Noah Zomby]

... Were you like unconscious or under the influence of something when you did them? I mean, doing it one time is one thing, but 10 times? And yet you say you don't want to do them and you don't want to be gay. Bud, if you give a blow-job 10 times, you must have some REALLY suppressed feelings. And what is SO shameful about a guy giving another guy a blow-job? And what is so wrong with being gay? And also you need to be careful with you're wording. "Gay" is typically an adjective to describe someone's sexuality, not something entirely else.

[sassygurlone]

I'm sure you didn't mean it that way but "I'm not a gay and I don't want to be one" can be quite offensive to some people. And being gay doesn't mean you aren't normal. I'm not saying you are gay, only you can answer that. If you are doing this but you don't want to and it's causing you a lot of distress perhaps you should talk to your friend and ask him to not ask you to do that anymore and that you are really uncomfortable with it. If he really is your friend he won't ask you to do it again after you talk to him about it. If you are doing this while under the influence of something I would reccommend trying to stop what you are using.

[xxpaigiexx]

Hey there,

I think when growing up curiousity is a natural thing, and there is nothing wrong with experimenting. You're a 15 year old guy so hormones are bound to be all over the place. Obviously I don't know you, but from reading this you do sound very confused. I'm not saying you're gay because deep down you're going to be the only person who can answer that question for yourself, and you may not be able to answer this now, but it doesn't matter. Even if you are bisexual or gay there is absolutely nothing wrong with it.

I would say giving your friend oral sex like 10 times is a little more than curiousity... personally anyway.
If you're happy with doing this with your friend there is absolutely nothing wrong with curiousity and exploring your sexuality.

I'm always here if you need to talk,
Paige