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I'm done - January 5th 2018, 06:19 AM

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As a lot of you know my grandpa has been verbally and mentally abusive towards me since I can remember. He holds a grundge against me from when I was 4 years old and half asleep and he kissed me and I whipped it away. I still do this to everyone I hate hugs and kisses, unless I start it. Plus I don't think he has liked the fact that he has had to raise me since I was born. He has been getting worse and worse. Tonight I was pissed off because he ate all of my pretzles and I told him I didn't mind if you ate them but he had to let us know when we were almost out so we could by more. Because they are a really low point snack on weight watchers. Well he started screaming at me telling me I eat all of his shit and I don't. Anyways I had a wash cloth in my hand and I threw it and it landed on him. He got up and I told him that I wish I could punch him( I say shit like this all the time and will NEVER do it) he got in my face and egged me on I told him to get the hell out of my face and probably got in his and he put his hands on me so I pushed him off me and then he pushes me into a wall twist my arm and then has me on the floor. Grandma comes out and just tells us to stop and sees me on the floor. Turns out she had no clue that he pushed me into a wall and on the floor. He told me to get the hell out of his house I wasn't welcomed there anymore so I called my mom and am now at hers. But he pays for this house to so I can't live here either. I am so fucking used to getting yelled at called lazy, fat, ugly stupid. That it doesn't even bug me anymore it is just a part of my life. He has never put his hands on me before tonight. I just can't do it anymore. He is pissed at my grandma because she took my side. I will not have my grandma taking sides anymore. I will not be the reason for their marraige not to work. I just am out of the picture. I am just done dealing with him. I CANNOT go on living like this anymore. I have no clue where I am going to go, but I guess I will figure it out. I am not ready or mature enough to live without my grandma but I literally have NO choice anymore.

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Re: I'm done - January 6th 2018, 07:19 AM

I am sorry to hear that you are having to deal with this. Your grandfather should not be treating you this way. I know you said you don't want to make your grandmother take sides but you aren't. It might feel that way but your grandfather is the one who is making her 'choose'.

I am wondering how things are going now? Are you still staying away from your home? If you are no longer able to live with your grandparents you might be able to find resources to help you move into a place of your own or something like that. I am not 100% sure what resources would be available though.

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Re: I'm done - January 7th 2018, 02:30 AM

I know you say I'm not making her choose sides, but I am and I know I am. And no I am back home. Grandma said she isn't going to let my grandpa chase me away like he did my sister. So I am back home. Now we are just walking on egg shells around each other and it sucks. As long as he doesn't put his hand on me again I can handle the emotional and verbal abuse. This post was spur of the moment like a half hour after it happened. But I will probably talk to my therapist about this.



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Re: I'm done - January 7th 2018, 03:04 AM

I am glad that you will consider talking to your therapist. I am sorry you are having to deal with all of this and I hope you know you do not deserve to be treated this way. I am glad you were able to vent about this. Sometimes venting, spur of the moment, can be helpful in some ways. Maybe talking to your therapist will help you come up with a plan on how to proceed if he does put his hands on you again?

I hope that you will be able to find a way to cope with the emotional and verbal abuse. I know that can take quite a toll on a person.

Please keep hanging in there.


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