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Raped by clown - November 16th 2009, 08:52 AM

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When I was 6 years old I went to my fiends birthday pool party. At night her father told me that there was puppies in the mobile home out back. I went out back half way and was grabbed from behind, tied up and taken inside the vehicle. He had a party clown at the party who ended up performing oral on me. My friends father was Terry who put a sock in my mouth that made me very sleepy and dizzy. When they were done they threw me out. They didn't take my virginity just yet with sexual intercourse. They said they would give me less then 10 minutes to run and hide before they came to find me and do worse. Because my friend lived next door I ran in my backyard and climbed up a tree that me and my aunt played in a lot of the time. They had flash lights a few minutes later looking for me, I stayed silent and still in the tree. When they left I left the tree very late. I went inside with my bundled dress they threw at me bleeding on the inside of my legs where they bit me. I didn't forget it and it haunts me now and again when it comes to wanting to have sex. I am a virgin (never had intercourse) never had first kiss either. I am also age 19. Though I have the fear that mabye they did have intercourse on me..

I don't know how to over come this and when telling people its hard because some laugh at the sense it was a party clown. My grandparents know and they try not to bring up the word sex at all.

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Re: Raped by clown - November 16th 2009, 12:57 PM

I am so sorry for what was done to you You did not deserve that at all, and I think you are very brave to come here and trust us with that. I am also sorry that some people have laughed at it being a party clown, that was, in my opinion, rude and uncalled for.

Rape is a difficult thing to move on from, but you can make it. Is there anyone that you are able to talk to about what happened, and your feelings around it? It can really help to have someone who is supportive to talk to. It can also be worth talking to someone like a counsellor or therapist about it, if that's something that you feel able to do, because they will listen without judging you and can help you to work through all the complicated feelings and everything else around it.

You did not deserve what happened to you.

Take care.
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Re: Raped by clown - November 16th 2009, 08:02 PM

Yes I speak to my grandparents about it. They knew a few days after the rape took place. Thank you so much for helping! Your very kind! ^_^
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