I don't know what to do anymore.

[foxchick4]

When I was younger my mom would get drunk all the time and would get mad at me over nothing and abused me. Over the years things have gotten a little better she still drinks and gets really mean at times but it's not nearly as bad as it was. but lately idk everythings just gotten so much worse. My mom has started drinking more and more and my parents are jsut barely hanging on. they fight all the time and it gets to the point where just hearing my mom's voice when shes mad makes me feel sick. shes started getting more and more violent again and it scares me. i've been getting flashbacks from when i was little and idk y but i feel bad because ill be around my boyfriend or my friends and i feel like im not any fun to be around because i feel like i dont even know how to have fun anymore. everything's just gotten so messed up lately and idk what to do anymore. i know everyone says i should tell someone whats going on but i just dont think i can do that. i just wish i could fix everything all on my own

[Youth Pastor]

I hate to see you're going through this. This isn't fair to you at all. Sadly, fixing it on your own is something you shouldn't have to worry about because they should be mature enough to work through it. If you can't find someone face to face then find someone on here. The great thing is they won't know you so you can be open. You can PM me if you want, I'm on here to help. If you find someone else that's fine but let us help you by listening to you.

[foxchick4]

thanks. i just don't know what to do about anything anymore. i feel like i make everyone else's lives so much more difficult and i just want all these feelings to go away for good.

[Jin_Leolee]

I know you dont want to hear this, but tell someone of the teacher. The teacher may be idiots but they will try to help you (if they are not against you like with me).
If you really want to fix it yourself than try YOU call he cops.
PM me if you need help.