Triggering: I dont know anymore....:( help?~?

[ana]

I have recently (about a week ago) i was raped by someone i know, i go to school with him. There were two other people there who i thought were my best friends, they just walked away. They are also his friend, they try to talk to me as if nothing happened. I have gone to the hospital and police. I didnt tell people for awhile because i was embarresed and thought that it was my fault. I still do....but i avoid flashbacks sometimes by pretending that nothing has happened. I have been feeling down and depressed. I dont really know how to cope any more. I have developed anxiety, whenever a male comes close to i feel closterphobic and feel like im going to pass out from being light headed. I have considered moving two hours away. I just dont know anymore.....

[lauri]

Im so sorry ana that this happened to you. Getting rapped was NOT your fault you did NOT deserve it. The people that did this to you are sick and you need to STAY AWAY from them and DO NOT let them get away with this.

Im so proud of you for going to the hospital and telling the police.
Telll a counsler at school what these boys did to you they will keep you safe once you tell them it will be confidential also tell the police again if they didnt listen what happened and tell your parents what happend.

If you told the police they should be setting up a court date soon so these bastards that did this to you can be locked up also they will most likely provide you with counsling which you seriously need so you can begin to heal. Take the counsling really go to it if you cant talk about it at first thats okay they will help you with that. The flash backs and being scared when men walk past you sounds like PTSD which most people get PTSD from a tramatic experiance as this it is NOT your faullt. A counsler/therapist will help you deal with these flashbacks and they will help you with the depression your having.

The healing process will take time but I know you can do it and by working with your counsler/therapist you are on the road to healing it wont be easy but you can do it. Just take it one day at a time . You really need to tell your parents you were rapped I know your scared to tell them but please tell them because they will be your BIGGEST support team when you have to go to court and in dealing with this. They wont think it was your fault they will fight with you trust me

GETTING RAPPED WAS NOT YOUR FAULT. Did you ask for it NOOO so it was not your fault. You did NOTHING wrong. Hugggssssssss email me okay if you want chrissey40@ymail.com