i didnt want too .

[BrokenMell]

if i say no it means NO !
tonight im writing all my experiences and i basically gone through it all.
well when i was deep into the drugs i went to this guys house .
my cousin came with me and his cousin was there we were alone & HIGH .
we were talking and then he kissed me . i liked it i wanted it.
i did have aboyfriend . but i didnt care at that point nothing mattered.
then he took me upstairs into a room .
i thought "mhm he wants to makeout in a private place"
afterall it was weird that people were watching . but then his hand got curious.
it started on my lower back and it kept sliding up and down .
when i realised what was happening he was on top of me .
i said no please. he didnt listen .
i whispered "i dont want this"
he kept going dry humping me . i didnt like the feeling.
& i began to cry he got up & said you teasing bitch.
i was leaving when he ran behind me & was like im sorry im drunk and high.
i took the apology and we went over to his friends house.
my cousin and i were drinking and were super HIGH .
we were gone.
before i knew it they were watching porn and then they looked at us with hungry eyes.
two girls 3guys .
he took me to the room again & pushed me on the bed.
i couldnt find my voice anymore how do i tell him to stop.
stop i heard myself say please.
he didnt an older guy walked in and was unbuttoning his pants.
"no please not this" i thought .
i started crying but i couldnt move i was frozen into place.
my cousin had no idea what was going on she was in the living room making out with some guy.
oh my god what did i get myself into .
i somehow managed to get up & tried walking away when i felt my arm hurting they were grabbing me & tight .
luckily my cousin DID know she called my friend & he got us out of there.
since then i never tried anything.

DRUGS & ALCOHOL RUIN YOUR LIFE.
ALWAYS SAY NO.

[Guile]

Originally Posted by BrokenMell

DRUGS & ALCOHOL RUIN YOUR LIFE.
ALWAYS SAY NO.

Agreed! It's just asking for a problem to happen!