how could I miss him?

[Rooni3]

I'm not sure if this is in the right place so if its not then I'm sorry..
I wish the things that happend to me and Noel never happend. Everything was so great for so long. We shared everything together, we knew each other so well. I don't understand why he would just start treating me bad out of nowhere. He would call me names, get jealous, and always yell at me if he didn't know where I was. I loved him so much that I just let it go on. I eventually developed an eating disorder because I never wanted him to be dissapointed in how I looked. To this day I never fell in love to that extent. Even though I broke it off years ago, I still miss him terribly. Idk if that's normal but its true, I tried to let him go but he's always in the back of my mind. I miss him a lot but I don't want to go back to that place. I don't know how to deal with these feelings. I miss him.

[Sincerely Yours ♥]

Sometimes, it's hard to move on even if you know you have to. I know I still miss my ex-boyfriend sometimes. He was a jerk, but I still miss him because he was my best friend for so long. I don't love him anymore & sometimes I even hate him, but I still miss him.

I'd say this also applies to people who have been cheated on in relationships. Whether they stay with them or dump them, those feelings don't just disappear (for most people, at least).

We're only human. Unfortunately, our emotions don't change as fast as we want them to.

[EmptyBottlesBrokenRecords]

It's normal to miss someone you liked a lot, and you quite obviously did if you wanted to live up to his standards so much.