Haunted

[theworldswatching]

It's really simple really. It's happened more times than I can count by a handful of different guys. No one person's actions were related to another's. So when I went home it'd be my stepdad or if I went to my grandma's, it's be her husband. They weren't the only ones.
I'm 15 now. All of it started at different times, but all before I was 8. My stepdads lasted til I was almost 12.
I didn't think about it for a little while. But it's my entire childhood. The past year and half or so, I can't stop thinking about it. I've told a couple people, but they consisted of (ex)boyfriends and old friends. I never knew how to tell someone that could have helped when I was younger.
I need help. Mentally. I can't stop thinking about it. I remember it better than any of my other memories. I just want it to stop. A lot of bad things have happened in my life and it's taking a huge toll on me now. I need to get over it so I don't ruin my life any more than it already has been.

[buttercup13]

I'm so sorry that happened to you. i know how you feel i to was molested by my stepdad when i was younger and it continues to affect me, i just wanted to let you know your not alone, i wish i could tell you how to make it all ok but alas i too am lookin for that answer the only thing that really keeps me going is my faith in that winter can't last forever. Which is just of way saying all bad things eventually end and one day things will be better, i kno that's not insanely helpful sorry. Good luck.

[theworldswatching]

Originally Posted by lil.lechuza

I'm so sorry that happened to you. i know how you feel i to was molested by my stepdad when i was younger and it continues to affect me, i just wanted to let you know your not alone, i wish i could tell you how to make it all ok but alas i too am lookin for that answer the only thing that really keeps me going is my faith in that winter can't last forever. Which is just of way saying all bad things eventually end and one day things will be better, i kno that's not insanely helpful sorry. Good luck.

It's over. I'm not waiting for it to end anymore. I'm just waiting for my mind to get over it. Off make the memories bearable. Thank you though.