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Help - October 1st 2009, 03:08 AM

I'm a little shy posting this. But I really need help.

I have a problem. I admitted most of it for the first time today to my theripist, who I've been seeing for like, 2 years. I've tried to tell 1 person before, but he just told me I was crazy and needed help, and I never told anyone after that.

I hear voices. I see things. I can't sleep at night because of it. I black out, and am completly unaware of my actions, emotions, etc. When I wake up, I'm completly calm and can't remember what had happened. I've done some really horrible things while "unconcious". The black-outs usually happen when I'm in a state of complete panic mixed with uncontrolable anger. One time I was pissed at my boyfriend for something stupid, and took off angry. I could feel myself fadding as I was hitting 60MPH. I slowed down and luckily didn't black out. But what if I did? seriously. It's getting dangerous.
The voices keep me up at night. like I record, on repete. Over and over again.
I've nearly flipped my car several times, because of constant hallusinations that distract me while driving. I don't even know what's real anymore.
This isn't new to me at all. I't's been happening for YEARS.

I just feel so alone. I don't want to be "crazy", I hate being this way. that's why I didn't tell anyone. My theripist said it could be a few things, one being skizophrenia.
I feel horrible all over, I have all day. I just don't want to be like this. I guess I'm just looking for support. Has anyone ever been through this, and what was your experiences with it?
Thanks

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Re: Help - October 1st 2009, 03:20 AM

Although I am not too familiar with the subject, I am very glad that you have been able to tell your therapist about it. It must be quite frightening honestly. :/ You should definitely message me sometime so we can catch up on things, I still love you lots as you're my mufin. <3

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Re: Help - October 1st 2009, 03:26 AM

Sylvie?? Aww thanks hun. I miss you... You're still my mufin, too. <3

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Re: Help - October 1st 2009, 03:28 AM

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Sylvie?? Aww thanks hun. I miss you... You're still my mufin, too. <3

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You know it! :D
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Re: Help - October 1st 2009, 12:38 PM

Hi there Melissa,

I'm sorry to hear that you're having to go through these things, I can only imagine that it must be rather distressing for you.
I am so glad that you have managed to open up about this problem and have told your therapist about what you have been experiencing and how you have been feeling.
You should be extremely proud of yourself for managing to talk about this to your therapist and I think that doing that can only be a good thing. Now, your therapist should understand what is going on and will be able to offer you treatment, help and support for what you're going through.
Personally, I haven't gone through the same thing as you, but of course, we're always here to support you. You are not alone.

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Re: Help - October 1st 2009, 04:49 PM

I can't imagine anything like this, but you have 100% of my support, I've never really experienced anything like this, but what if... it's some sort of 'medium' thing, I was watching a documentary about a guy the other day who used to see things at a young and and hear voices, and now he's a famous medium, I really think you should look into this as it's a good guess, I think so anyways.

If you want anyone to talk to privately, you can always PM me.

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Re: Help - October 3rd 2009, 12:43 AM

I understand how distressing it is to hear voices and see things.. =]
Well done for talking to your therapist about it! Im really proud of you..
I know these things are particularly difficult to talk about because like
you said, you feel like your 'crazy' Hopefully now you'll get the help
you need.. x


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