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It's All Coming Back - October 22nd 2009, 01:37 AM

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WARNING: This thread includes talk of suicide, depression and SH. Please keep this in mind.
This year started my senior year of high school. My last freakin' year, finally. This is great, not gonna lie, I guess to explain this well, I've gotta start back some...
So, freshman year. It was my third year after being diagnosed with depression and seemed at first to be going great. I'd been cutting for two years by then. That year was the first that I attempted suicide.
Sophmore year went the same as freshman year, except now it was four years. Halfway through the year, my aunt who I was very close to moved and it killed me. I couldn't cut anymore and my depression started seeming to kinda fade. I also had attempted suicide that year as well, but the second half just seemed to go amazing.
Junior year seemed like everything had cleared up for good. It was awesome and I was so flippin' happy.
And then senior year starts and I feel like I've been thrown backwards in time. I'm back to depression biting me in the butt and it sucks. I've started cutting again and it's not going well.
I just don't know what to do. Oddly, I feel kinda happy that I totally pissed off one of my best friend's because i don't feel comfortable at all around her boyfriend because I feel threatened by him. One of the guys who I'm close to knows that I've got major depression that I've cut and that I've attempted suicide. We had a majorly personal talk on the way home one day. However, the guy that I feel I'm closer to... Doesn't know and I want to tell him but don't know how... And it's difficult.
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This is how it ends
We believe every lie & say we'll still be friends
How long will it last
Before we scratch all the scripts & rework the casts
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Re: It's All Coming Back - November 4th 2009, 03:25 PM

Talking about it could be hard. When I told my boyfriend about all that I've been through, it was so difficult! It's not always a good thing to resort to (Talking face to face would probably be more effective), but maybe you could write him a note! If he cares about you, he'll be there for you and try to help!



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And maybe we’ll never know most of them.
But even if we don’t have the power to choose where we come from,
we can still choose where we go from there.
We can still do things. And we can try to feel okay about them.

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